Just don't.

Please...don't.

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Onewayticket (imported) wrote: Tue Oct 06, 2015 4:00 pm What I'm more curious about is how much damage I will cause if I continue ...

You could bleed to death. That has happened before to people who tried to do this on their own.

The scrotum has easily identifiable blood vessels and they aren't that big.

The Testicles and the cords have big blood vessels and they will bleed profusely.

This type of thing has gone wrong for several people. Here's the second case I know about in my area...

The search term is "East McKeesport" (that's a little town near where I live)

http://forums.eunuch.org/showthread.php ... mckeesport

http://forums.eunuch.org/showthread.php ... mckeesport

Just reading that makes me wanna slit in my throat. And not because of the horror, but due to the stupidity and nature of said people.

Please be careful in choosing what you do.

This is why we recommend a doctor in a hospital setting.

In the US it might be possible but in some countries (like mine) it ain't a one way trip to the clinic with a wad of cash. Just saying...

We do not endorse self-surgery or cutters because of the liability issues.

This is why we always recommend you see a professional. Even then, we have members with horror stories of said professionals.

Period.

Onewayticket (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 07, 2015 3:57 pm In the US it might be possible but in some countries (like mine) it ain't a one way trip to the clinic with a wad of cash. Just saying...

There are always options which will get a qualified surgeon to remove your testicles, sometimes it pays to be patient and take time to get it done the right way by a competent and qualified medical professional. Also don't take the first no as gospel, if this is something that you really want, then keep on trying. From the first time I decided that I wanted to be castrated till it was eventually done, was a 7 year journey, but I got it done in a safe environment and by a qualified urologist. Be patient and keep on trying. I certainly don't wish to read your obituary because you were in a hurry and tried a DIY operation.

Patience, patience and again patience is required, to become an eunuch in a reasonable way. DIY operations are too dangerous and also cutters.

You can die, because of loosing to much blood

You can get infections

You can get life lasting pain, because the cords are not cut correct

You are also from Western-Europa and I know, that it is almost impossible to get a professional castration there. So my plan ist to travel to Eastern-Europe next summer, to find an urologist face by face, who ist willing to do it. If you are interested, please PM.

Onewayticket (imported) wrote: Tue Oct 06, 2015 4:00 pm I have a gaping hole in my scrotum that doesn't bleed and only hurts when it moves about or if pressure is applied. I figure I have about a week or so to decide since I've postponed my continued "surgery". I'm looking for alternatives in terms of GRS, but time and money are two things I don't have.

What I'm more curious about is how much damage I will cause if I continue this procedure than outdoing someones kinky fantasy here.

I can't actually find words to express what I am feeling (other than "do not do it", but those would not help, right?).

You are on antiandrogens, so time you have. Money - you don't, but, as far as I remember, your country (if it is specified correctly in your profile), has socialized medical care. Wouldn't doing damage to testicles (as you already done with vodka or using CaCl2 injections) and claiming pain/other issues give you the orchie that you want?