thesmallone (imported) wrote: Wed Jan 08, 2014 1:34 pm Great. Do keep us updated as to how you feel.

I was happy to hear that my shot was ready today. I just came from the health center and got it. I was kind of embarrased because they had to give a deep muscle shot and I had to pull my underwear down for the nurse. Right now the injection site is pretty sore, I hope it gets better, I might take some aspirin if it keeps up.

They said and from what I hear on this site it takes a week or so to feel any effects. It is just a huge relief to know that things are started and hopefully soon I won't have to deal with a sex drive. I will try and keep this site updated if I feel any changes, right now I feel horny as usual.

Excellent news! While it all kinda-news to hear 'bout someone's sore ass, do be sure to keep us posted with how it feels in about a week. Now THAT'S the real news!

I'm sure everyone is Thinking Good Thoughts for you while you wait for it to start. Very best wishes...

daifu-orchid (imported) wrote: Wed Jan 08, 2014 8:28 pm Excellent news! While it all kinda-news to hear 'bout someone's sore ass, do be sure to keep us posted with how it feels in about a week. Now THAT'S the real news!

I'm sure everyone is Thinking Good Thoughts for you while you wait for it to start. Very best wishes...

Thanks daifu. It is a weird feeling right now knowing that if this works I will basically be a boy again. I am scared of side effects, but also a little worried I might like this so much I will never want to go back. They say I should stay on this drug for nine months (three shots) and then see how I feel. I do enjoy having orgasms and "being a man" but I cannot take the guilt and problems that go along with my paraphilia. So hopefully in nine months I won't even think about orgasms or miss getting erections, but who knows. Anyways its too late now, my balls should be shut down in a couple weeks.

Well, it's a fine start, and hopefully will bring peace soon.

Afraid of liking it too much? For one, I'm a happy old eunuch and wouldn't have it any other way. It's a pretty good life.

Feeling better shouldn't be feared, rather, looked forward to and enjoyed.

We think Good Thoughts for you.....

a quick update: its been several days since my shot now. I had some pain initially from the injection, but that went away slowly. since then I have started to feel a little tired, especially in the morning. just recently my face has started to feel flushed or something, it might be the "hot flashes" I was told to expect. And there is a slight "tingly" feeling in one of my testicles. anyways it feels like something is definitely happening, I don't feel anything different sexually though, things are definitely still working down there.

My observation is that physical sexuality changes more slowly than some other signs of Testosterone deprivation. My guess is that the tissues of the reproductive organs either retains some Testosterone for a time or that these tissues respond to hormone stimulation differently than the rest of the body does, perhaps they gain and lose function more slowly. --FLO--

Today is pretty touch, I am getting flushed about every 15 minutes and just feel like sleeping. I have a feeling my balls aren't going to put to sleep without a fight.

Hooray for geoff!

Seems he is on his way. Wish him well with the journey. These things take a while.....Hang in there, and keep us posted!

haha i talked to my councilor today and he said I am basically going through "manapause" as my my testosterone production shuts down. he says the hot flashes and flushing should pretty much stop in a few days as my body adjusts. not too much else to report except both my nuts now have a feeling which is hard to describe, not quite painful but they feel kinda like they're being squeezed or something. things down there still seem to be working so I hope things start to kick in soon.

just a quick update, my hot flashes continue to go down and my nuts are definitely now shutting down or something as they have a dull ache like a toothache. I know it will be awhile before my nuts go to sleep and my cock does as well, hopefully my cock will at least get to be more drowsy. I hope to experience what it is like to be a true eunuch and have the sex drive of a very young boy, like none. sometimes i prefer not to wear underwear but I am always afraid of having an embarrasing "accident" but with time I might be able to not worry if everything is asleep down there. anyways still having to relieve myself several times a day, will post an update if that changes.