Jorge2008 (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 06, 2013 5:46 pm Do you also have sex with women? why do you have trouble with erection if you're hypersexual - you're already using chemical castration drugs? I'm definitely hypersexual and have no trouble with erection though I've been on Triptorelin since May.

I dont use any drugs yet. Just saying that my penis doesn't respond well if at all though the itch to have a dildo in me(bad dragon dildos) gets me twitterpated everytime . yes I had sex with a woman before and again I was subby. (She was bi and fingered me but sadly had a bf so I never got involved with her again for fears her bf would get to me. Yeah no..... Won't be doing that again.....its def one of those events in life where I ask myself what DA fuck was I thinking)

I mentioned it before. I paw off(wank a lot. Usually no issue there) but when it comes to laying with someone I can't for the Iove of god get a stiffy. It stays limp but the urge to be fucked is very profound.

Its a subby kinda hypersexual chi.

I hate topping no matter who I have sex with. Male or female

Funny too the urge for a penectomy (without castration) is huge subconsciously when I'm in the act of getting fucked and axon accompanied by wanting so bad to be a girl, gender fuck, gender neutrois.....ughh whatever its called I don't know the type of transgender I am but dang it I know I'm trans.

I'm a mix of sugar, spice and everything nice with kellogs corn flakes lol

Suppose I were castrated I'd imagine my libido would drop tremendously. Dunno but I know estrogen replacement has to be different to some extent than eunuch mode alone.

I am not a eunuch nor do I ever intend o be one. I'm interested though in this thread cuz I believe I'll have to undergo antiandrogen therapy prior to receiving estrogen in first place but to answer this threads question I have a hard time believing ones sex drive will dissipate entirely to nothingness. To me it sounds that eunuchs will have a very subtle and low drive when testosterone levels drop to extremely low levels.

With trans women I'm assuming mileage will vary with libido which can be a curse for some and a blessing for others. Naturally I'm guessing but at some point gonna have to ride with it and discover for myself. I'm hoping my drive won't reduce to shitty levels. If that be the case then the seldom tiny testosterone patch will be needed.

I'm virginal but I've tried fingering myself but felt nothing. Neither exciting nor unpleasant. I'd be willing only to top a guy when it comes to anal but what I would really find exhilarating would be to give head for a cute boy

foxytaur (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 06, 2013 7:02 pm I dont use any drugs yet. Just saying that my penis doesn't respond well if at all though the itch to have a dildo in me(bad dragon dildos) gets me twitterpated everytime . yes I had sex with a woman before and again I was subby. (She was bi and fingered me but sadly had a bf so I never got involved with her again for fears her bf would get to me. Yeah no..... Won't be doing that again.....its def one of those events in life where I ask myself what DA fuck was I thinking)

Its reason why I don't want to remove testicles.

1. Dysphoria isn't too strong

2. Why the fuck do I want to further tamper with my endocrine system. Granted I will be but surely

The need to achieve " my gender " balance would be a constant pain in the butt chore if i had to also inject tiny traces of T aswell.

Nb: bear in mind as a rookie I'm assuming lots of things.

I'm just hoping a medium grade estradiol and low Spiro + retained testicles is enough to keep me where I want.

As for feminization results yes I'm counting on FFS if I don't achieve what I seek

I don't think what I want is unrealistic. There are certain tradeoffs and aspects I've considered with the type of " gender soup " I want to obtain with this quest of mine.

To keep it short EA has been very approachable with information and very understanding. Definetly not hostile acting. (I'll put in a good word for you guys and gals once I talk to a therapist....final yr of school I'll do that, not ready yet)

I visit other trans sites an some forums are filled with the nastiest bunch BC I seek to be transgender but not a conformist with the harry Benjamin type ladies. To simplify. It seems in the outside world is not ready for anything else in between male and female gender norms. That is kinda alienating

I had some experience with chemical castration (androcur).

At its top I could still have erections, but my penis felt like my greater toe: just a part of my body, not demanding anything else, certainly not demanding to be jacked off anymore. It was just a peeing instrument and a memory off what I did with it before.

I could still masturbate, but was far more difficult. Again, it can be compared to the greater toe: try to masturbate it and see what happens

Strange feeling it was. Certainly I felt more free. But I never dared to go further. Now I'm happy I didn't.

Vesal.

foxytaur (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 06, 2013 7:06 pm I mentioned it before. I paw off(wank a lot. Usually no issue there) but when it comes to laying with someone I can't for the Iove of god get a stiffy. It stays limp but the urge to be fucked is very profound.

Its a subby kinda hypersexual chi.

I hate topping no matter who I have sex with. Male or female

Funny too the urge for a penectomy (without castration) is huge subconsciously when I'm in the act of getting fucked and axon accompanied by wanting so bad to be a girl, gender fuck, gender neutrois.....ughh whatever its called I don't know the type of transgender I am but dang it I know I'm trans.

I'm a mix of sugar, spice and everything nice with kellogs corn flakes lol

My best guess is that your need to be topped overpowers your wish to have an erection. There is a strong tendency for males to think that an erection is necessary to be in a typical male role. In your world you are nominally male but your trans personality is very powerful. I do not see that as a drawback it is just who you are and you seem to be aware and adjusting over time. --FLO--

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BqWyKSuVnts& ... qWyKSuVnts

Thanks Uncle flo. I never said I had a exclusive female personality. Otherwise I would have desire for further feminization surgeries involving vaginoplasty, raised eyebrow arch(mine are slightly lower but still arching and too arch it too high would convey a princess Attitude I believe), etc...

My goal if things stay relatively the same are nose surgery(if needed), and hair transplant to yield are more feminine hairline but the design for proper temple hairline is apparently different based on race, facial shape. Naturally I want a youthful Hispanic female hairline as possible.

(I was born with an uneven hairline and its a mature male hairline. I'll be prepared to take propecia when Need be. I have an idea when my father started to loose his hair. In his mid 40's Cuz I saw pictures in his late 30's and he still had a full set of curly hair. The difference between mine and his is that mine is in between curly and wavy and is super thick and course like my moms. The fact I started graying at 12 like my moms side also leads me to believe I have more her roots than my dads but still better be safer than sorry)

As for hormones the goal is to be more female than male. (I'm envious as fuck when androgynous guys pull off a Ellen Degeneres look. I know someone who does and it makes me virtually upset to the stomach on the inside....ughhhhhhhhhhh.......good news is this dude is only 17 so still has major changes to undergo as a male....can't stand this lousy fuck too he comes across as a douchebag.....that's right buddy proceed to indulge and wolf down on that hagaan daz.......)

I don't think I would be able to tolerate a eunuch gender. Its too neutral.

Zap branigan had a huge dislike for the neutral Aliens..... Hahaha just kidding its futurama reference

Everybody hates Zap branigan. He's the worst that any male can bring in terms of bad attributes.(link at top of my comment)