I've ordered a small stock from inhouse pharmacy (europe) which cost 0.71$ /50mg. I planned for an initial stint of 3 months as I really want to 'see' these famous long term effects. A month from now I can decide to either slowly wind down or order a new batch to go beyond 3 months. I haven't made up my mind yet 100% but continuing longer than 3 months would be pretty cool.

I'll try to report progress once in a while.

Me too, I'm really curious as to what would happen upon (slowly!) stopping. For instance, I wonder if the atrophied balls will eventually recover more or less their original volume.

Anybody?

Not that it matters , I couldn't care less if they'd stay shrunken. Just curious.

Desireless ...

I am transgender and whilst I had a period of my life, ten years in fact were I took to taking any and all drugs I could consuming over five ounces of cannabis per month alone and drinking jack Daniels out the bottle almost daily I have a very bad urge to self harm. I bought a Burdizzo off eBay and numbed myself via injections and used it three times with no good results. I then started injecting 90 percent proof alcohol into them but it took too long and I stupidly got some table salt and poured loads of it into warm water and injected that. A very stupid thing to do I know and I was lucky I didn't die every time I injected I was high and drunk. My testicle grew to the size of a large tennis ball and the pain cannot be described. I could barely walk and had peaks of pain when I thought either I'm going to pass out or have to call the hospital.

My right testicle as this was the one I injected with salt dead and is high in my groin.

The point of this is to say that soon after I started taking Spironolactone 100mg per day. I did get good results and was on it for quite a while over 6 months but reading that it only really stops Ts absorption into the blood stream and a few other things I switched to Androcur. I now take 50mg and have always taken 50mg I am also on 8mg Progynova and I am for the first time in my life happy. My body feels like its my own and I have breasts and a female figure. Which I am delighted with. I couldn't have survived without Androcur and the hate for my male parts is still there but the desperation to self harm is almost gone. I can finally function as an almost normal person. I never have bothered to remember dates of when I started Androcur or Oestrogen but I have been on them over two years. My left testicle is very small and I never get the arge to touch myself but then i never did as I hate that part of my body, I don't wake with an erection and although I can get one if I try hard enough my penis has got smaller and when I ejaculate only the tiniest spot of clear liquid comes out.

I had a very bad cold this week and stopped taking Androcur and Progynova and went cold turkey for 48hrs. I cannot describe the feeling it gave me other than to say it was like my mind had a million questions running through it. I couldn't think straight and my brain hurt. I have many trans friends and I speak to them daily for support and knowledge and one said take it now never stop dead. I did know this from when I researched but I never thought it would effect me so badly. I have been off all drugs for three years but stopping Androcur was intense I can only say it was the worst come down I have ever had. My brain is clearly wired now to work on less testosterone and more oestrogen.

I am not monitored by my Dr and this has worried me for a while, I am seeing my GP next week to discuss sending me to charing cross for my continued transition and hopefully finally get monitored. I only hope I haven't damaged myself and whilst I was very desperate always read up on the facts and self dosing is a bad idea. Hugs all Sarah 34 yrs old x x x.

Hey desireless just wondering how it's going for you!!

I'm fine. Thanks.

No big changes. I'm still on (25mg + 50mg) / day and it's looking good.

Shortness of breath still happens regularly and that really annoys me.

But otherwise feeling good. The experiment continues...

desireless (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 13, 2013 4:04 am I'm fine. Thanks.

No big changes. I'm still on (25mg + 50mg) / day and it's looking good.

Shortness of breath still happens regularly and that really annoys me.

But otherwise feeling good. The experiment continues...

The shortness of breath is a common side effect.

Down to 50mg / day and chemical castration wise everything is great!

But the one thing pissing me off tremendously is the shortness of breath.

I'm wheezing and gasping as soon as I take one flight of stairs. A small walk with my wife made me feel like a hundred-year old compared to her.

This is the proverbial straw that breaks the chemical castration so I'm going to wean myself of the Siterone.

As of today, I'll go for 25mg /day.

A pity...

Hey sorry to hear you had to cut off your procedure so early!! I hope you got to at least feel some effects in this short time. I heard it can take a long while for some people, hopefully you weren't one of them!

I wish you luck as you begin to wean off of this, and hope everything goes well.

It is an interesting experience. The effects I feel so far are just great. The calm, no impulse to masturbate (so no masturbation) is great.

Unfortunately the intolerable breathlessness forced me to give up prematurely. Let's assume this was a health warning reminding me not to play with meds. Better be safe than sorry. Indeed the shortness of breath is a lot better now.

I'm going to take another week of 25mg/day and then 12.5mg/days for a week or so and then full stop.

I suppose things will slowly return to their [almost] original state. My wife will be happy about that. Me myself, I've gotten so used to the new me, I will surely regret it.

Dear Desireless,

I feel very sorry to hear this.

Indeed, these drugs are very powerful. It demonstrates how hormone balance is extremely important for wellbeeing. It may be a warning for those wanting to be a eunuch. as others say: it comes in package. Fortunately you can go back.

I remember from personal experience it does take a really long time to recover completely. I did recover for 2/3 in about one or two months, but the rest, esp the last ten % did last more than a year ! Now everything had returned to normal. However I have to say my girlfriend is still not pregnant. I hope I did not destroy something there !

You told about testicular shrinkage. I did not remark this. Maybe recovery will be even longer ? Please keep us updated.

You say your wife will be happy. May I ask you whether you discussed this before with her ? No prob if you cannot answer.

Meanwhile: Take care of yourself !!

Vesal.

I bought Siterone from In House Pharmacy and got the pills (shipped to Hawaii) within a week. I am a 23 year old male and don't have to shave my face yet and have little body hair except on my lower legs and in the pubic area. I am on the 5th day of taking 50mg twice a day (one in the morning and one at night).

So far I have not had any negative effects such as pain or shortness of breath; and still get hard and turned on. My goal is to make me dick always stay soft, reduce the size of my penis and scrotum, and eliminate any further hair growth such as on my legs and pubic area.

I am wondering how long it has taken for others to see some results such as flaccid penis and reduction in size.

Also does Siterone results in small breasts in guys or would I need other hormones to do that? Right now I am happy with my chest and small flat boyish nipples. I have not seen any discussion on breast growth accept some concerns.

Greg in Hawaii