Re: does castration change the desire for a penectomy?
Posted: Sun Mar 10, 2013 6:31 pm
I had a undeniable need to be castrated since puberty.
Not sexual reassignment, just castration.
It was not a fantasy, or something I wanted, I knew way back that I NEEDED IT.
And long before I knew the complexities of castration even attempted to do it on myself, with no success, and fortunately no damage either.
Once I belatedly learned how to de-testosterone myself via clear vodka injections, I achieved what I needed.
And in the process my NEED to be castrated waned.
I still want to follow through if at all possible and get castrated, but I no longer have an unwavering NEED to be castrated.
Loss of testosterone MAY eliminate some serious cravings. Or not. Just depends on the source of the craving; brain, or balls.
In the end I ultimately discovered my need came from below, and was not in my head.
Not sexual reassignment, just castration.
It was not a fantasy, or something I wanted, I knew way back that I NEEDED IT.
And long before I knew the complexities of castration even attempted to do it on myself, with no success, and fortunately no damage either.
Once I belatedly learned how to de-testosterone myself via clear vodka injections, I achieved what I needed.
And in the process my NEED to be castrated waned.
I still want to follow through if at all possible and get castrated, but I no longer have an unwavering NEED to be castrated.
Loss of testosterone MAY eliminate some serious cravings. Or not. Just depends on the source of the craving; brain, or balls.
In the end I ultimately discovered my need came from below, and was not in my head.