I am 22 and from India . For no known fault of mine I was savagely castrated and my dick head severed for sex with an underaged girl. As if that were not enough both my heels were shot off leaving me a cripple for life.

It doesnt feel good. I can get the semblance of an orgasm only with prolonged prostatic stimulation with a dildo.

The only thing i managed to save was a rape charge.

My castrators or should I say destroyers wanted to make me a "langra hijra" which translated means a feet crippled eunuch. they have managed it.

Beats me why you wish to lose your dick