Buck n, stop what you're doing, please. The consequences might cause more than castration. I understand your desire to be castrated, it's an extremely difficult thing to deal with, but your methodology is dangerous. In my mind it's more dangerous than banding, please stop and consider seeing a surgeon, even if you must go abroad to find one.

charlie murell (imported) wrote: Tue Oct 26, 2010 5:09 pm Hi River,

I would advise being careful on the calcium supplement. You must have a blood test to see if you are really lacking in calcium ......... or end up like I did by having a mild stroke due to calcified arteries. The surgeon who put stents in said we must get this calcium count down ..... I didn't dare tell him at the time, but did admit it a year later at a check up. He did a great rant and rave about people taking these off the shelf health supplements without knowing if you are deficient in these things, or are a little calcium factory on your own, like I was.

I am on River's side with this. The bone density test is the significant test. If it is low, you need more calcium. You said you had an abnormally high amount of calcium in your blood but never mentioned if you had low bone density to really need more. Also make sure that your calcium suppliment has vitamin D in it which helps the calcium be utilized better rather than just being in the blood. My urologist suggested a small amount of testosterone or estrogen helps it be utilized as well. Most insurance plans will cover a bone density test every 2 years. It far more common for women but the doctor for a castrated male should order it as well. An alternative is a quick ultrasound (I think) test done on your heel. Sometimes you can find this done as a free procedure at a local hospital.

My tits have always been pronounced and since I've started injections it seems they have slightly increased in size, not sensitivity. I agree that my testosterone is well inside the normal range; however I do plan on continuing with the injections.

Regarding the injections, there seems to be some concerns about this? What are the dangers of injecting the testicles with vodka? If the intent is to kill the testicles without surgery or banding as suggested, why not injections?

If you have any suggestions as to how I can go about killing my testicles without surgery or banding I'd be pleased to hear from you.

clysmaniac (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 27, 2010 5:14 am I am on River's side with this. The bone density test is the significant test. If it is low, you need more calcium. You said you had an abnormally high amount of calcium in your blood but never mentioned if you had low bone density to really need more. Also make sure that your calcium suppliment has vitamin D in it which helps the calcium be utilized better rather than just being in the blood. My urologist suggested a small amount of testosterone or estrogen helps it be utilized as well. Most insurance plans will cover a bone density test every 2 years. It far more common for women but the doctor for a castrated male should order it as well. An alternative is a quick ultrasound (I think) test done on your heel. Sometimes you can find this done as a free procedure at a local hospital.

Sorry, forgot to mention bone density was normal for age ...... so I say again, test first before jumping into additives. Remember, some bloke said "every action has a direct and opposite reaction" !