I want to begin Androcur as soon as possible. I do not have any desire to be surgically altered, my desire is for it to be lifeless. A man in appearance, but that is all.

You can read much more on Androcur here:

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/forumdisplay.php?f=34

This is a very old thread and I'm closing it, as the initial posters have gone and not returned.