Hello

[butterflyjack (imported)]

Wow, Thraddash...that's quite a decision you've made...I envy you..Enjoy your new freedom...You have a wonderful attitude and a very understanding wife...

I'd love to be castrated, but I don't think it will ever happen. Did you recieve a rerouting of your urethra? Take care of yourself and keep posting here. We are obviously very interested in your story (at least I am)..

dragonfly

[thraddash (imported)]

Wow, Thraddash...that's quite a decision you've made...I envy you..Enjoy your new freedom...You have a wonderful attitude and a very understanding wife...

I'd love to be castrated, but I don't think it will ever happen. Did you recieve a rerouting of your urethra? Take care of yourself and keep posting here. We are obviously very interested in your story (at least I am)..

dragonfly

Thank you butterflyjack,

In all honesty I never thought I was going to be able to have this done at all.

This had always been a plan in my head, but the situation that I would have been able to do it was a little morbid. The plan was if all my family had all passed on and I was left alone in the world, then I would arrange to do it. But this is obviously planning for when I'm good and old, and I'm pretty sure my wife will out live me. I didn't want my parent to know that I thought of things like this, even though there is a high possibility they would understand. I mean I had enough shame at school just having a large nose and braces (the nose has been fixed by the way). Imagine if I suddenly started telling people I wanted girl parts.

I had always had this fascination with men becoming women, mostly the stages in-between, you know the part where they just lost their member and are scared out of their pants. I was so obsessed that I was prepared to try something stupid. I had ordered one of those castration devices over the internet, took like a month to get here, but I never got around to using it, it didn't come with an instruction manual so I might have lost an eye. In the meantime I had come clean with the wife (hell knows where the courage came from), and was very surprised that she was fine with it. Maybe I wasn't as good in bed as I thought . She said if your going to do it then do it properly, which ultimately lead me to spending a great deal of money, but preventing any life threatening scenarios. I know what I have done was selfish, you don't have to tell me.

I've had to lie to everyone, my whole single friend, my family and everyone at work to try keep this a secret. I just hope none of them are skew and go though this site.

My urethra has been rerouted, it is in the back of my labia majora, so now and forever more I will need to keep the toilet seat down.

[jemagirl (imported)]

I've had to lie to everyone, my whole single friend, my family and everyone at work to try keep this a secret. I just hope none of them are skew and go though this site.

This is something that I think we all share. as the lyrics of the Beetles song goes "everyone's got something to hide, except for me and my monkey".

But rest assured that anyone visiting this site has surely found it the same way you have.

My urethra has been rerouted, it is in the back of my labia majora, so now and forever more I will need to keep the toilet seat down.

So did you have labiaplasty also?

[thraddash (imported)]

But rest assured that anyone visiting this site has surely found it the same way you have.

This may be true, but personally I never came across this site until a few months ago. I am assuming that my friends to not fantasize about similar things.

So did you have labiaplasty also?

The labia majora and labia minora were constructed during surgery along with the clitoris and a clitoral hood. Originally I was only going to do the labia majora, but was afraid of having no sensations of any kind, so I had to "modify" my order which in turn upped the cost I believe I have made a good choice as this was a one-time-only opportunity. Most of the penile shaft was preserved so I can still feel it, somewhere.

[butterflyjack (imported)]

Thanks you for your honesty Thraddash...So you have a vagina now??

dragonfly

[thraddash (imported)]

Thanks you for your honesty Thraddash...So you have a vagina now??

No, I did not take that option. From what I hear you have to constantly dilate it or something to keep it functional, and it sounded quite painful. And for me personally it would never get any use. My wife is straight.

The option is still open for the future, they can give me one by using a colon segment. But I doubt it will come to that.

[Riverwind (imported)]

I wish you the very best, and its also good to hear you have a wife that supports this, as most people know there is a lot of difference between love and sex, and who knows, the sex might be even better.

Good luck to you,

River

[thraddash (imported)]

I wish you the very best, and its also good to hear you have a wife that supports this, as most people know there is a lot of difference between love and sex, and who knows, the sex might be even better.

Thank you for those kind words. I'm sure it will take some time for me to get used to my current configuration before attempting sex again. At the moment, just being in her arms would be pleasure enough.

[fhunter]

Are you planning to go on HRT? And thanks for your honesty and information.

[thraddash (imported)]

Are you planning to go on HRT? And thanks for your honesty and information.

I will not straight away. I was given some good advice stating I will need to listen to my wife for changes in my personality or mood swings. I will probably use a testosterone replacement if things get too unbalanced.

This is something that I am inexperienced in and will need to ask for the collective knowledge of this forum for guidance. Just note I live in a third world country.

I am still waiting for my body to realize it's missing something. Does anyone know the time-frame when I could expect things to go out of sync?