I'm almost up to anniversary number three, and I can say that at this point I don't know what it's like to have testicles anymore. It took about a year for me to get to that point.

Now, when I look down there it seems normal to me. It's just the way I am, nothing more.

It hasn’t even a year yet and I can say that until this post was

Brought up I never even thought about it

Ill have to agree that I cant remember either

but is it because I didn’t stop to think of what it felt like when I had them

RE: having no testicles.

I guess all this eunuch stuff is still new for me. I do have days where I look down at myself and wonder - "How did I ever get up enough nerve to have my balls cut off?" Not that I regret it or anything -- I just still cannot quite get used to the reality of it sometimes....

All this proves is that I am still experiencing all the changes and liking every minute of it!