Now that I have had the surgery, my sex life is zero. I think that I could have an erection if I wanted to since my penis will start to harden when touched approiately, but I just don't really care one way or the other. Until the wound in my scrotum is fully healed, I don't want to try masturbation. Now at day 24 since the surgery.

14 jan 09 22:00

Well to day is my first new birthday 1 year mark I can hardly believe I made it a whole year

it’s been a fantastic one at that I have not had depression yet and hopefully

will not ever any time soon

I found out I get cold easy now that’s when hot flashes come in handy

Some times I would say 3 out of 8 hot flashes will turn sweaty, all things

I can live with

I am still very happy being a eunuch I would not change any thing

It still seams like a dream like its not real , I can not believe life is so good

I feel moor alive and aware than I ever have

I still am vigilant in continued research in to the effects of castration so that i

May hopefully understand or know what might lie a head to better help my self and others

There are not really any new side effects to report that I am aware of

I could not be happier I do not stress out over much of any thing any moor

And my temper has disappeared , anger in general is almost none existence

Its getting late may write more latter

Happy Eunuch Birthday Kennath7. I tend to think of my day of castration as more of a rebirth than a birthday. I am glad you have not been troubled by depression. I am happy for you and the positive changes in your life.

11 feb 09 21:20

To day I noticed a behavior change that I did not have before

Pre castration I was more timid and shy

in order to keep peace or be nice when I was confronted with negative attitude from others I would say ok your right ,or just ignore it all together and go my way gritting my teeth basically I let people walk all over me

recently when any one dose or says something I don’t like I very politely tell them to stop it’s not right what their doing or saying or the way they are treating someone else I don’t use cuss words or threaten them in any way

when they tell me they are going to kick my ass i get in their face I tell them to do what they think they need to do but make your choice wisely because the wrong choice will be very costly when I heard what I said I was surprised and shocked then I figured there was going to be a fight but this time it was the other guy that turned and went their way

the other change is I find my self moor open and it’s easy to talk to strangers men or women I feel moor confident it’s like I am moor relaxed around others

is this the eunuch calm that every body talks about : I don’t know

now I wait till the last minute to pay bills they still get there with no late fees

I guess I just don’t worry about things any more especially the things I cant control

It’s been 1year and 3 months

I am noticing some definite changes in muscle mass my biceps are disappearing and my

Upper body strength seams weaker as well

The hair on my head feels finer along with the other hair on my body also my skin seams softer , also some fat starting to appear belly , hips

At this point I still am happy with my decision and have no regrets getting castrated

I can tell my personality has changed I do not know quite how to describe it except

Confidence would seam to be the best word to describe the new strength I feel

And a constant sense of freedom , happy , I really feel good , I feel more relaxed

I have developed a need for speed the faster the better This happened 3 months after castration so I went out and got my very first new car that would help fill that need

It’s a pretty cool looking black on black 09 GT mustang I am working to hopefully up grade in 2 or 3 years to a GT Shelby 500 cobra

It’s so neat I never knew a car could be so fun I have the seat adjusted so it feels like your in a cockpit of a jet fighter

I did have some moments where I felt like crying but I don’t believe it has anything to do with effects of castration and that is when I found out I needed glasses not just glasses but bifocals these will be my first set dam I am getting old

Its been about week now and I am getting use to them and I feel ok with them

I still have any where from 6 to 10 hot flashes a day and as many as 7 may cause

Me to brake out in sweat

I most defiantly do not like cooler temps. I prefer 75 deg. Or higher

I remember pre castration I would go out when it would be -20 and go for a walk for 2 or 3 hours and have had a good time but now there is no way to drag me out

And when I go to work I dress in many layers starting with 2 par of long johns

I enjoy reading your continuing progress. Good for you and the new car. I also have the need for speed. My balls may be gone but the lead is still in my foot.

When it comes to temeperature we are opposites. I am now warm all the time. Some days I think about getting a job at the local dairy so I can spend 8 hours in refrigeration. Summer is coming and the AC will be on soon.

I agree with the greater sense of confidence. Once I was my true self I liked myself and would not put up with some of the things I had before. I never developed the passive personality that some thinks happens with a loss ot T.

I am glad this has been good for you as it has for me. I hope your enjoyment of life continues to grow.

09 Mustang GTs are very nice cars, I wish I had one... I have an 01 Honda Civic (modified to hell with american made parts, only foreign part left is the chassis). Hopefully one day I'll get a Mustang, The 2010s are sweet looking cars.

16 Oct 09

Sorry that’s been so long since my last entry

Things seam to be leveling out as far as hot flashes still have them but not as many

Some very interesting things have happened since July

I have met a 19 year old woman we have been seeing each other for a while now I was never sexually attracted to her so I thought , we where alone and I was giving her a back rub and talking she asked me why I have never hit on her , she asked me if I prefer men

She then asked me if I thought she was attractive, so I told her that I was an eunuch that my balls where surgically removed a little over a year ago, I was so nervous, she looked

At me and smiled and said how relived she was that she thought I didn’t like her and started kissing on me before I knew it I was kissing this beautiful 19 year old

I stopped and asked her if she really wanted to do this that I didn’t want to destroy

Our friend ship or do any thing that we would regret later

I was feeling a very weak form of being horny , I was really confused in a lot of

Way’s first why is this 19 year old hitting on a 48 year old she is very beautiful

And can get any body she wants

She started reaching down my pants and rubbing my empty crotch and said how turned on that was getting her before I knew it she had my pants and drawers off and was

Sitting on top of me and my dick was erect and in side of her I was in total shock

Not only was that the first time that I had sex since I was castrated , but it was the best sex I ever had

I cant get my dick hard but it seams that she can its like the control belongs to others

And not me , I am really confused about this, this could kind of be a pleasant surprise

On the down side it seams as though I have developed leaky pipes or have become some what incontinent I am shure it will probably get worse as I age

some days no problem and others I got to where these pads called male guards

that absorb the little urine dribbles

Nothing that I cant deal

kennath7 (imported) wrote: Thu Jan 15, 2009 9:36 pm with I am still very happy being a

n eunuch

To date have not had any sings of depression and do not have any regrets

Would do it all over again knowing what I know now especially that

eunuchs can still have good sex

and ounce in a while will get a half nocternal erection

I am glad you have found happiness.

Thanks Kennath, for your account of the good progress made since the op, which is most encouraging to me & others to hear. Good luck & may it continue.

PS: That 19 yo woman certainly knows what buttons to push, I guess!!