The introduction... I am a Spanish male, 40, who has been dreaming with being emasculated both as a punishment and a form of submission/control since my early teens, probably even before. Penectomy is my main interest, but full nullification would be even better.
I would love to find a way to achieve this goal, and in the meantime I'd love to meet other people with similar interests. This is a very uncommon subject here in Spain, so I feel pretty lonely. Even body mod is still being introduced in the country, and it is not so popular.
My real life experience is limited to "temporary nullification" through extreme CBT in BDSM relationships, and it's nice, but not what I'd love to be with the appropiate person.
Very pleased to meet you.