Well, I am not turning back!
I did end up seeing a doctor in December and got put on Spiro and Estradiol. My T was under 20 when she first took my blood.
I have absolutely NO regrets getting rid of that evil testosterone. And I adore my estrogen.
entire life! I am often so happy that I actually feel giddy! I have had no depression, mood swings or anything like that. All has been totally positive. It is just incredible.
I have developed a lot of new and desirable mental functions as well. I now have compassion, empathy, sympathy and a lot of other qualities I never had before. It is like my brain was broken and now it is repaired.
I also now have more friends than I know what to do with. I guess I have been a lot more outgoing in the last few months. I used to be a loaner and was satisfied by being by myself. Not anymore!
And the best part of all?! I am growing BOOBIES!