Now all of that aside, I get into, what many would consider, freaky sex. My partner and I are in a BDSM/leather lifestyle. I am submissve, albeit a masculine/manly submissive. I LOVE to push my limits. I have done much in the way of pushing my limits over the past few years. However now, my partner wants to push to the very extreme. And I do too..... In truth I never use MY dick that much anyways. As a matter of fact my partner usually will insert a metal rod in my dick during sex, so I can't get off. It hurt like hell the first few times, now it is actually stimulating, in a weird kinda fucked up way. So we have been talking about just getting rid of it entirely. (And YES...I am very sane. If anything, I am too sane in life....LOL)
Thus, I done a google search on human castrations and I found you guys. And I must say, I am VERY intrigued at what I have read. And while I realize that IF... (which, honestly is a very big "IF"...at this point) I do this, it OBVIOUSLY is permanent. That is the reason I want to be 1000% not just 100%....but 1000% sure that I am doing the right thing.
Like I was stating earlier, I read many of the stories that were posted both on this forum and the stories from Eunuch.org. I realize some of the stories were in fact non-fiction...and yet others were VERY fiction. Nonetheless, all of them I read, intrigued me even more.
However, there were a "series" of stories I read, and let me state this: I know these paticular stories were very much FICTION. Yet, in an odd way, those stories resonated in my mind because its almost what I want for my self. The stories were written by "Jockpussy." The very first story may be found at: http://www.eunuch.org/Alpha/P/ea_32845prelude_.htm
Yet again, I know these stories were the work of some very creative writer. But the main point of the story, in my mind at least, is that the guy was able to keep his masculinity and yet be "nullified." And here again, I know its fiction. But I think that that is the main issue with me at this point is that if I get EVERYTHING removed, so too will my masculinity be removed and I can't let that happen. And that is the biggest hurdle in my mind right now is the issue with the masculinity.
Any suggestions/ideas/thoughts/ideas??? Feel free to e-mail me at: Muscle69 (gmj10003c@yahoo.com)
And on that note...I am going to close. Have a GREAT Monday!
