halfcock (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 04, 2010 10:45 pm
i believe, its a deep desire and predisposition in all men, that they will spend their whole sex and power and potence during the sex-act. its our destination in the evolution to give our sexpart, semen to the wifes... and we want to give all of them what we have...
in some animals you can watch this phenomen, that the male sex tools or the whole male body is removed and used be the females for the new life genaration as food... and for the males isnt a problem...
the root of our desire???:dong:
Your theory makes sense - to a point. Speaking strictly for myself, though, I don't think that's it. Yes, I have had fantasies of a woman cutting off my cock, but I've had dreams and fantasies of cutting off my own since I was very young. Long before I knew what my penis was really for - that it was supposed to go in a woman - I loved playing with it. As much as I enjoyed the sensations of my childhood masturbation, I still wondered what it would be like to cut if off, and I had dreams of doing just that (or sometimes that it just fell off). I used to sneak into the kitchen when my folks were asleep, put a knife againt my penis, and get terribly aroused. Alone in my room, I'd sometimes take scissors (those stupid kiddy ones that would never do the trick) and put my penis in them. I'd slowly close them until I felt the pinch. I'd get scared, and thrilled at the same time. Sometimes I'd tie a shoestring around the base of my cock until it swelled and hurt a little, but it was a good hurt. I can't recall for sure, but it's a fairly safe bet that my first orgasm was from a penectomy thought, long before I fantasized about girls. I'm 40 now, and although I enjoy an active sex life, both with women and my my own hand, I still enjoy a little self-penectomy play from time to time. I don't think about it constantly, but when I do, it consumes me, and the orgasms I have when I threated my cock with cutlery, are amazingly intense. I'd love to find a woman to play along with my fantasy, but it's not a subject I feel comfortable mentioning.