Jean Op den Kamp (imported) wrote: Tue Mar 10, 2009 6:56 am
So sorry
I need to apologize to all members of the eunuch archive.
I made a terrible mistake, hurting one of our young newcomers
As I was writing my story (In return for: the love of Jason) I got a friendly personal message from Loki. Probable I was to far with my mind in my story as I send him an answer that he could never estimate for its real value, knowing nothing about the story. As I realized by a reply from Jesus (this one not that one) how wrong some-one could understand my words it was too late. With my background I should be at least
ten times more careful as any of you.
Maybe, just maybe Jesus could have send a PM for me, asking what the hell I was upto. But what on earth did I ever do to deserve that kind of trust.
So it's 100% me to blame for scaring him of. I hope if you people read my story, you realize how far it can take me back, as in the beginning there is very little fantasy in it.
This is why I waited with my excuses until the story got on the board.
I hope you can forgive me.
If I make a mistake like this another time, please, have somebody buy a gun and shoot me.
Loki I'm sorry I never wanted (and never will) to hurt your feelings.
If you read the story you will understand that there always will be that thirteen year old boy in me. He's a great kid, he really is, and he's a real pain in the ass, always been and always will be. He died 37 years ago. Yes, you used dry-ice, for him/me it was alcohol that did the trick. If you try to understand how much I love that little devil and what kind of love I was talking about, if you can catch only 50% of it, you will feel the warmth around you.
So please Loki, I am sorry