gordon..j (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 07, 2009 5:29 pm
I have an average size' one,but not much 'girth Is it correct, that small one's 'don't shoot out much cum' or do you, have to have, small balls also.I would love to have 'tiny everything'!!
I have average balls and my penis definitely shoots quite a lot when I haven't masturbate for days.
I have always noticed that my penis is on the small side ever since I could remember, even before puberty. I half-heartedly tried penis enlargement with no improvement, and when I gave up on enlargement, I thought I might as well enjoy having a small one. From there, I developed my wish to have a super small dicky.
Starting around the time of puberty, I have enjoyed pushing my penis back into my body and using tight underwears to keep it inside. When it got erect during sleep, it could get painful enough to wake me up. I endured the pain and over the years, slowly came to enjoy the discomfort.[/COLOR]
At late 40's, I did 3 bouts of use of Androcur, trying to do some permanent reduction and reduce my sex drive over the past several years, I now stopped all Androcur, but the penis remains soft most of the time. Only once or twice a month does it ever get hard at night, and never fully hard or painful.[/COLOR]
The size when soft went from 7.2 cm (about 3 inches) to 4 cm (about 1.5 inches). When hard, it went from 12 cm (about 4.75 inches) to 9 cm (about 3.5 inches).[/COLOR]
When soft, my cut penis shrinks behind its shaft skin to look like a small uncut cock. When wearing underwears, I often don't need to push it for it to retract inside the body.[/COLOR]
Yes, my shrunk balls do get wet each time I pee now, and I often make a mess on my pants if I pee standing up.[/COLOR]
While I can still shoot a reasonable load, I rarely get completely hard.[/COLOR]
But I love the completely smooth look in a bikini on the beach when I stuff my whole package indoors.[/COLOR]
For unknown reasons (maybe arteriosclerosis, maybe diabetes, etc.), I haven't had a full erection in almost 15 years. I get half-hard when excited, and even at orgasm. This pretty much ended my sex life with other people. There are many things I could still do with others using my mouth, hands, etc., but I don't feel that other people would want to see me looking limp, no matter how I actually felt. People want to see a hard dick, regardless of size.
This lack of confidence has undermined my social life. Plenty of people, both men and women, have been obviously interested, but wind up angry at me when I fail to respond. I've never told anyone, because I don't want to seem pathetic. I've felt it's better to seem cold than pitiable.
If you know you're physically capable of sex, there's a secret thrill behind every social encounter. Even if you actually do nothing, the fact that you might makes every flirtation an adventure. Now, I avoid flirting, because if someone responded, there's nothing I could do about it.
The funny thing is that now a lot of people think I'm a really nice guy, especially women, because the tension that comes from sexual purpose has left my conversation. But I don't want to be that sort of nice guy! If I could, I'd be the sort of stud that people are afraid of, but still drawn to. But my body has betrayed my mind.
I know that many posters here want to be like I am, or more so, but for me it's not voluntary. Thank god, I can still masturbate to orgasm and ejaculation, or I'd go mad. I still come a lot. When I was young, I had a 6 inch erection, and people told me I shot huge loads. Now, what I wouldn't give to feel a real erection again!
bobover3 (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 09, 2009 9:13 pm
People want to see a hard dick, regardless of size.
This lack of confidence has undermined my social life.
If I could, I'd be the sort of stud that people are afraid of, but still drawn to. But my body has betrayed my mind.
Now, what I wouldn't give to feel a real erection again!
I think that even with your problem, you should look into your mind, as you still have the guts to tell this to all of us.
Maybe you have to find out how your mind can overcome your body, as there is a real man inside you.
I cann't say, this would finish your body problem, but you should regain your confidence, not having your problem undermind your social life. Your mind is so strong, why the fuck do you alow your body to betray it
Find that switch, and please fight for it, you're worth it.
Have you ever tried Caverject, the medication once injected will make you hard for up to an hour no matter if you have already cum. My wife has me using it and she loves it. Until I started using it I have not had an erection since I started using Androcur 3 years ago.
Dear Nomorehotbutt, thank you for your kind words. They mean a lot. This is the first time I ever told anyone. I guess I am a man inside. Now if only my body could back that up. I've never seen a personal ad for "limp-dicked older man."
Dear Cb2000user, thank you for your suggestion. I've thought about drugs, but I'm overweight and diabetic. Even though I've never yet had heart trouble, I understand that most of these drugs put a strain on the heart, and I wouldn't want them to have to make my coffin 6 inches higher than normal. If I thought there was something safe, I might try it, but ...
bobover3 (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 11, 2009 12:44 am
Dear Nomorehotbutt, thank you for your kind words. They mean a lot. This is the first time I ever told anyone. I guess I am a man inside. Now if only my body could back that up. I've never seen a personal ad for "limp-dicked older man."
Maybe that just means in the ads YOU SHOULD NOT BE LOOKING FOR "LIMP-DICKED OLDER MAN
Maybe you should ask yourself, howmany people DO find in those ads what they are looking for, so maybe the ads shouldn't be your first place to look. First try to find back your confidense in social live. Did you talk to you family doctor, if no, make a start. I know exactly what step it takes
Just bin there last 48 hours to ask him about getting castrated, so just the opposite of your problem. Going there takes something that's for sure. But you need to start somewhere
Dear Bobover3, Even though by choice, I used Androcur to lower my sex drive, and by now, after I stopped Androcur, I rarely get hard even during sex these days. But I still managed to have fun with others. Like you said, there are many other things you can do, and I like to use my mouth. Sure, some people get bothered by my limp dick, and some can freak out or say very hurtful things about it. But I have met many others who do not mind and even learn to work with it, including learning to make me cum while still mostly limp.
The key is to not let your dick dictate your self esteem. Its being an issue depends on how much of an issue you make it to be. Not only does it not have to be a bother or disappointment to others, but it can actually become interesting or fun.
For me, I liked surprising others with my small unresponsive dick. I liked going to gay beaches with a completely smooth front in tight swim suits. And I steer sexual situations to what I enjoy doing with others without the need for a hard dick.
Of course, it is easier on me because my limpness came by my own choice. But you too can take control over the situation if you change your thoughts about your dick's conditions.
17 years ago I suffered a stroke. My urologist stated that I lost 1/2 or more of the blood flow to my penis. My super-small penis went from 2 inches to a fraction of one inch. Erections are now impossible. I really love to masterbate--but it is a half-flaccid affair at best, but doable. My penis most of the times actually retracts into my abdomon. Since I am transgendered this has been a god-send. My testicles and sac have also markedly decreased in size. All in all I'm delighted in being able to really look good in a skirt,dress,speedo, and swimsuit. It's a hell of a way to get a fractional one inch penis though.
or do you, have to have, small balls also.I would love to have 'tiny everything'!!
or do you, have to have, small balls also.I would love to have 'tiny everything'!!