After many months of reading and thinking, I decided to go for chemical castration. I live by myself so no problems there,I am also aware of the dangers of taking these sort of drugs and the side effects.
14th Jan 09 my first day, I took 200mg over the day just to kick start, after that I decided to go for 100mg a day for a week, and there after 50mg day untill the desired results are obtained and down to a level to, or up if required. Any suggestions on this or help would be most welccome, I will up date my records for every one to see, telling of the ups downs and results over the next few months.