Long time lurker, first time poster.

[erikboy (imported)]

My primary concern is that I may get myself into trouble. I act much differently when I'm aroused compared to when I'm not, and it's when I'm aroused that I tend to make decisions regarding castration that are hasty and very careless. When I first perused the EA forums I had accepted that I was most likely just fantasizing about castration and should enjoy it, but it seems to have gone downhill from there.

I could see no good solution to that situation. Leaving everything as it is, would increase your frustration. Getting castrated my solve some problems and fulfill your wish, but it could bring you too much troubles that could easily make your life much worse than it is now.

You have to talk somebody wha have had similar problems and got castrated to have at least some insight what you could expect from castration route. Perhaps TheFraj, plix or homptydompty could help you an that.

One possibility is to have a short chemical castration trial which gives you some personal experience what is coming if you choose castration.

Otherwise please do not take any stupid actions when your head is filled up with this fog! It is hard I know.

One possibility is to lower your general T-level somehow. With the help of medical personnel.

Or there is another possibility to find a sexual partner that understand your needs and keep you satisfied and away from bad actions. Most counsellors will give you that kind of advice. Only thing is that they do not give you a partner.

It is true also that you need to make at least some decision or take some action to avoid possible unwanted accidental injury.

[IbPervert (imported)]

Welcome,

When I was young I lived in Garden Grove (some twenty years before your time) drive through the area a few times so I know it has changed quite a bit.

I remember going to the Fountain Valley Drive and I was bored of the movie, so I asked Mom if i could go potty. Mother reply was no because a boys penis was cut off in their, and thus my fixation started. I think i was tenish. A few years ago the topic of that drive in came up and I told Mom that I have always felt she was pulling my leg that night, and she said "no, it really happened." Never did find any info on it though.

My advice is if you want to lower your libdo ask your doctor to put you on an antidepressant most of them have the side effect of snuffing it out....or at least lowering it quite a bit.

Also, the biggest sex organ is between your shoulders and sits on top of your neck.

There is nothing wrong with fantasy as long is it stays that way, but often times the fantasy is better then the reality.

Just remember its a one way trip.

[Milkman (imported)]

You sound like a " test drive " with androcur might help you resolve these feelings.. living with a low sex drive might help you decide

[ramses (imported)]

Welcome,

When I was young I lived in Garden Grove (some twenty years before your time) drive through the area a few times so I know it has changed quite a bit.

I remember going to the Fountain Valley Drive and I was bored of the movie, so I asked Mom if i could go potty. Mother reply was no because a boys penis was cut off in their, and thus my fixation started. I think i was tenish. A few years ago the topic of that drive in came up and I told Mom that I have always felt she was pulling my leg that night, and she said "no, it really happened." Never did find any info on it though.

My advice is if you want to lower your libdo ask your doctor to put you on an antidepressant most of them have the side effect of snuffing it out....or at least lowering it quite a bit.

Also, the biggest sex organ is between your shoulders and sits on top of your neck.

There is nothing wrong with fantasy as long is it stays that way, but often times the fantasy is better then the reality.

Just remember its a one way trip.

I have tried chemical castration and Prozac to lower libido and found Prozac to work very well at lowiring libido and reducing castration desire. It works well at controlling Obsessive COmpulsive Disorders and ideation and can bring many people the relief they seek without castration. I'll tell you, loss of T just brings on a whole list of other problems that most do not want to have to deal with. SSRI's / Prozac is not for everyone and some people have horror stories with their experiences with it. It works well for me and helps countless millions worldwide. PM me if you are interested in more info on MY EXPRIENCE with it.

[Francis (imported)]

Nate:

take your time, try to enjoy the sexuality and experience as much as you can while still young. there is alot of time infront of you to make a choice. and if you think you might be doing something harmful talk to someone. if after a while you still decide castration is important to you, try chemical it worked really well for me.

Dave

Dave has a really good point here about finding out that you are sure that it is what you want to do. You don't talk much about your sexual experience to date but may I suggest that you get out there and try out the various areas that interest you?

It might be that your feeling result from fear and unceratinty about getting involved in sexual activity. You wouldn't be the first young guy to have been, while growing up, beaten over the head with the "Sex is really dirty, sinful, and disgusting" message that some parents use to try and keep their horny kids in line. Sex is in fact none of those things in the normal course of events and most people get over the feeling of guilt and aversion once they become active.

So my advice, like Daves, is "Get out there and have a ball. Be prepared to experiment. Don't be shy and reasonably try anything that interests you without placing yourself at risk" :dong:

You may well find yourself in a happy and healthy relationship that will put these feelings largely to rest.D:D

[randy (imported)]

I realize that sexual attraction towards the idea is a warning sign that it's a bad idea, but castration itself is not a sexual fantasy for me. I feel like if I were a eunuch, I'd have better control over my life and where I'm headed, and it may help me stay healthier in the long run. When I'm aroused, for example... I make very poor decisions. That sexual fog fills my head up so badly I choose to have sexual relations with people unprotected, or without checking if they're clean before doing so. I actually try to avoid sexual contact with people now because of this.

Maybe instead of seeking castration you should take a health class. I don't care if you have testosterone squirting out your ears, there is no excuse for having multiple unprotected partners.

My advise would be to find a therapist quickly. One who specializes in gender identity issues. You have received ample advise from our community and now it is your turn to actually do something healthy. Keep us posted.

[Cocoaotter (imported)]

I don't care if you have testosterone squirting out your ears, there is no excuse for having multiple unprotected partners.

I think that would be quite an odd sensation.

Also, I don't just rampantly have sex unprotected. In fact, that has only occurred once, but I find myself not worrying about whether or not protection is used until after I'm 'finished'.

I have taken a health class before. If I hadn't, I wouldn't be worried about it.

[IbPervert (imported)]

I have tried chemical castration and Prozac to lower libido and found Prozac to work very well at lowiring libido and reducing castration desire. It works well at controlling Obsessive COmpulsive Disorders and ideation and can bring many people the relief they seek without castration. I'll tell you, loss of T just brings on a whole list of other problems that most do not want to have to deal with. SSRI's / Prozac is not for everyone and some people have horror stories with their experiences with it. It works well for me and helps countless millions worldwide. PM me if you are interested in more info on MY EXPRIENCE with it.

Been on a generic Prozac and it gave me really, really bad headaches plus i became an extreme emitter of smelly nasty farts. Meds have different side effects on everyone.

[littletits (imported)]

cocoaotter

Take you time about this. Once you are castrated you are a eunuch for life. There is no going back. The fact that you still want to become a eunuch just after having an orgasm may well indicate that this is a need rather than a fetish. My advise to you is to be chemically castrated for up a year before doing anything permanent. If you go over this time limit the effects may well become permanent whether you want it of not. This will give you time to experience life as a Eunuch with all its highs and lows and determine if it is right for you. The only difference then, is once you are castrated, you have no balls dangling betwen you legs. That empty feeling is different to being intact. I am a Eunuch and I enjoy being so but it is not for the vast majority of males of any age. Make haste slowly.

[Losethem (imported)]

Seeing as Cocoaotter's original post was made over 3 years ago, I would expect he's either given it careful consideration, not done anything, or already ejaculated to the thought. If he's aiming for the latter and has not done so in over three years, he's gotta be one frustrated boy.

I beg people to please read the time stamps on things before responding. It avoids a lot of foot-in-mouth issues.

--LT