MyWorld08 (imported) wrote: Thu Oct 02, 2008 2:19 am Hey guys, thanks for all the insight and encouragement. Maybe one day I'll have the guts to tell other guys that I care about them, or that they are special. For now, I suffer in silence. They guy I know who is a minister, I certainly used to talk to him a lot before he was married, so I hope he at lease knows that I 'like' him. I was even invited to his wedding, and I went. But after that, I was so downhearted, I have stopped emailing/writing him. We haven't spoken in almost 3 years, now.
Not to worry, there are plenty of other straight guys in my office to begin obsessing over. It IS unfortunate that we can't control our emotions and decide who we are going to fall in love with. Maybe that is why I just want to turn those emotions off, not forever, but a long time.
Anyway, thanks again for all the feedback.
You do want to be very careful about approaching so-called "normal" males about sex. Your advances may result in unintended and potentially dangerous consequences. Over the years, I have lost a few friends and business contacts when I made the mistake of soliciting sex from them. I'd agree with Ramses that you might have a form of OCD. Be careful and try to keep your fantasies to yourself (except with other like-minded folks, such as EA members).