Links to my Chemical Castration Journal

[John (imported)]

Hi Nathan!

I joined the group today to be able to study your page but I can´t get into it, do you have some kind of solution to it?

Greetings

John

I am John64 there

[erikboy (imported)]

Any news here?

E.

[ramses (imported)]

I think Nathan's T dropped and he lost interest. Funny how that can work...

[Nathan475 (imported)]

I wanted to give everyone a long belated update. I took androcur and tomoxifen for about a week and due to personal reasons I had to stop. I'm now back on the medication and this is day 3 at 50 mg per day without the tomoxifen. If I need to increase my dose or add tomoxifen I will, but right now I want to see what the effects are at this low dosage level.

I'm not going to be doing elaborate updates but I will keep posting here and there.

My experience with the drugs for the week I was on them was a mixed bag. Outside of a lot of leaking precum and a water ejaculate towards the end of the week, all I noticed was fatigue setting in at around day 6 which was shortly after I increased my dose to 150 mg and 10 mg of tamoxifen. I think there was a day or two when I took 20 mg of tamoxifen until I read that taking 20 had little advantage over 10 mg.

At that point I stopped taking the medications and within 1 week the effects kicked in. My erections were weaker, there was less ejaculate and its consistency was more watery than normal. My sex drive also declined and stayed low for another 3 weeks until everything went back to normal. While my sex drive decreased it wasn't as low as I would have liked to go.

I didn't experience any calming effects and I contribute that to the fact that I only took the medication for 1 week. Besides for the personal issues that came up the only problem I had was the fatigue which I'm sure was due to taking too much androcur along with the tamoxifen.

So this time I'm being more cautious by taking things slow so I can tell what medication is doing what and at what dose. If by the end of December if I find that my sex drive needs to go lower I'll increase the dosage to 100 mg but no higher. The goal is to lower my drive and ability to have sex without finding a reason to stop such as feeling like crap from too much androcur. If needed I'll add either a low dose of estrogen or the tamoxifen. I'm leaning towards the estrogen because it might help with any fatigue that I encounter. I'm expecting some from the loss of T but I don't want it to get to the point where I don't feel like doing anything. I'm also still wondering if keeping a low level of functionality is best over total impotency?

So let's see how this next attempt goes.

Nate