A question for the elective eunuchs

[Andrew (imported)]

I often see in the eunuch newsgroup, as well as in some of my E-Mails, men asking me about castration while stating that they wish things such as feeling the pain, having a woman do it, or some other scene. While men who have such desires do not offend or me at all, I do have to worry if they are really going to be happy after the scene is finished and the aftereffects arrive. When someone expresses these desires, I do not give them the red light, but I do give the yellow light. The desire to go through the surgery procedure does not mean one should not be castrated; it does mean they should be very cautious, think about this a lot, and seriously consider what it will be like after the procedure.

Sherry Joanne Collins

Thank you for your thoughtful feed back. As you may know, I have often referred those contemplating this operation to your web site and the page about the effects of castartion. I do worry that some will be castrated by choice but live to regret this decision.

[angel (imported)]

Hi Andrew,

First of all, thanks for all your posts. I too , am far more interested in the effects, versus the procedure. I could care less about the actual procedure, as long as it is done properly. I myself would go to an M.D., ie. Dr. Kimmel.

I am a lifelong diabetic, who as a result is totally impotent. Nothing will help, viagra included. My libido is out of control, and is consuming my waking day, and in a real sense, destroying my life. .........So, my aim is to control these insatiable desires.

I have come to the conclusion that castration is the only way, although , I might try chemical methods first. Am interested in your results,feelings, etc. Would very much appreciate your feelings. Also, am very interested, in hearing that you are starting female hormones. I feel I would go the same route. I do not want to have SRS, but would not mind at all a bit of feminisation.

So, if you would please contact me, on occasion, and let me know how things are going, I would appreciate it. Again, thanks for all your posts.

Angel

angelupstate@aol.com

[Andrew (imported)]

Hi Andrew,

I have come to the conclusion that castration is the only way, although , I might try chemical methods first. Am interested in your results,feelings, etc. Would very much appreciate your feelings. Also, am very interested, in hearing that you are starting female hormones. I feel I would go the same route. I do not want to have SRS, but would not mind at all a bit of feminisation.

angelupstate@aol.com

First off, I think you are confusing the posts of Sherry Collins and myself. Sherry Collins is the one starting female hormones, as she is on her way to full transition. I myself have chosen NO HRT, as I enjoy The Eunuch Calm and the release from the sex drive. As far as results and feelings go, feel free to e-mail me, but the short version is that I enjoy life without sex (just as I enjoy life without alcohol) and can accept the other effects of castration. (Loss of muscle mass, increased fatigue, hot flashes, weight problems, fat redistribution, increased risk of osteoporosis, and other possible health problems related to my hypogonadism.)

[jeo (imported)]

Hi Andrew!

Elective or not - not quite sure, where to put

myself. I got castrated to get rid of prostate

problems. And I did get rid of a lot of them.

So, health condition took the decision from me?

Not completely so. I don't believe that there

are just the poor guys who had to, and the

strange guys who wanted to. There is no place

to draw a sharp line. As there is no real

line between excuse and explanation. At least

I decided myself to have it done. I could -

maybe not AS well - have taken the mostly

useless medication and a few years later then

have a prostate operation. But I did not like

the idea. And ideas is the point.

Without the idea to be Peter Pan out there in

nowhere land and never want to grow up -

without this idea in the back of my head and of

course o lot of other stuff like this -

without this I would have never decided this way.

Now one could think that the guys who are after

castration without caring for the results must be

really weird, mad and suicidally insane. Well -

maybe a lot, but the people who lament loudest

about others insanity, they are shocked mainly

so much because they know that it could happen

in their own heads.

So in my opinion: two flavours maybe; but the

other side is not so far away.

all the good to you

Jeo

btw - I am kind of class mate of yours

Spector 2001

[Boots (imported)]

Individual interests and desires determine what one does or does not do with your body. Some like long hair while others shave their head, I love body piercings and other do not, some like tattoos and others do not, some want their balls and others, like myself wanted them gone. I wanted to be castrated because I did not want my balls. I never wanted them and at age nine asked some friends to try to pull them off. I have always been a submissive bottom gay male so perhaps I was born not wanting balls. Maybe we try to hard to find reasons why we want and like certain foods, interests, and desires. I love my castrated balless body and so do my sex partners. I am, so I think, male looking, acting, and will remain so but I did not want my balls. End of reasons for my elective castration.

[inphx (imported)]

Individual interests and desires determine what one does or does not do with your body. Some like long hair while others shave their head,

i have had similar interests to yourself, submissive, shaving the head, tattoos (have large one covering fully my mid section, multiple genital piercings, meatomy, subincision and split cock head. i am an eunuch from natural causes and now have an obcession to be castrated. - burdizzo.

[spdd (imported)]

Androgens, testosterone especially, do no good, but cause people to end up looking like men and wanting to play with their ugly weenies.

It is true that one gets the urge to fuck a woman which leads

to fucking something made of bed-overclothings.

ugly weenies.

but to me esthetics isn't important.

I think a woman with an unsymmetric dull face looking like a

cow-milker can be the sexiest and most hot and attractive

woman in the world if she just has the SPIRIT.

while a beauty miss can be of no interest whatsoever

if she has no spirit. I would not lick that beauty-misses ass-hole,

it would be like licking a sad little girls asshole and it would

just taste shit, it would not be heaven.

It causes hair to grow all over your body, lowers your voice, thins your scalp hair,

These have happened to me but I'm minority, I know I should wish all other men get thin scalp hair too in order to make

women like me more but I don't care much enough to really know

if I really care to wish such a thing. It really doesn't matter to me

after all. but I know I SHOULD wish but I don't know if I care to.

I'm happy now too.

makes your veins stick out,

that is NOT TRUE!!!!!

My veins do not stick out at all but I've seen a teen-aged girl

with very outsticking veins on hands and under-arm, I guess

even she had enough underskinfat on her upperarms hiding

her tendency for outsticking veins.

I have never been very thin fatted, although not a lardo either,

so my veins could show more, BUT I can see my veins through

the skin on the outer side of my hands and I notice they go

along side with the bones but between them NEVER CROSSING

my bones, so I'm not sure if I would be very vein-out-sticking as

slim either.

I know this letter must be a bore.

distributes fat in the wrong places,

THAT is true. A mans best choice is to be slim.

prevents breast development,

breasts can be in the way too, I've heard, but one can have them

of sufficient size. I don't mind not having breasts although I would

not mind having breasts either.

make people act like jerks...

yes I know, I know.

fortunately I have passed that stage.

at 20 was the last time I still was a macho boy jerk.

despicable.

I think I have learned to handle the testosterone in my body,

if I have any, my has never been measured and could well be

that I have none and just imagine I do.

I can go on and on.

but there is a place for men too in this world. admit that.

I am not a man.

Fuck no Kel.

Is that really you in that pic and only 19 ???

How could you look just like a normal teen-aged girl?

as I've understood you were at 19 biologically as male as

I for instance.

Those nasty things just take up space at the most inconvenient place.

I notice my testicles only during some movements, a proper

knees-together curtsey is impossible but I have tried that

only during certain sex-fantasies I had the last time half a

year ago, but the curtsey can be done a bit further yet not all

the way if one pushes the testicles

in but unfortunately they don't go in behind the pubic bone but

rather just under the skin in FRONT of my pubic bone and that

is why the curtsey can not be made all the way.

It is very bad that the balls don't get in behind the pubic bones,

very bad, not just because of curtsey-ability but at some few occasions while

lying on my stummick in my bed and raising my upper body with my hands my balls have gone in and my pubic bones have pressed with my body weight my

testicles against the bed. OUUUUUUUCHHH!!!

but fortunately that has not happened since because I can unconsiously avoid it.

Everytime I rise from bed from a lying state to upstand I feel my

balls having trouble between my thighs but that doesn't hurt at

all, it just feels a bit uncomfortable for as long as I haven't

reached straight up position. For instance I might put my socks

on durin this time my balls are maybe under my ass on the back

side of my body.

are you still reading this?

Getting them cut off makes clothes fit better, BTW.

but you use dress.

I must say from that pic of yours that I'm happy for you on the

behalf of your good taste. You look like a totally natural and

normal woman, it is wise not to make oneself up, I think

make up messes a woman to look like some

horror-sphinx-goddess from ancient Egypt.

Of course discrete make-up, to enlarge lips and hide whatever

a woman wants to hide to feel happy, is OK.

[Kelly_2 (imported)]

Is that really you in that pic and only 19 ???

How could you look just like a normal teen-aged girl?

As I've understood you were at 19 biologically as male as I for instance.

The two best things that you can say to a TS woman are:

1) Refer to her using feminine pronouns, and,

2) Let her know or think that she looks like a she.

So, thanks!!!

That is me on my 19th birthday (24 years ago). I insisted on having long hair since I was a child because I desperately wanted to look like a girl because I desperately wanted to be accepted as one. I am, of course, mentally female. I hated my body, though, because it said that I was a boy. Imagine what that is like.

If my ruse in the photo with my nice hairdo and my mother's blouse makes me look like a girl, then my intent was successful. Again, thanks!! I needed that then.

(of course, I still need it now! <giggles>)

Much love,

Kelly

[happousai (imported)]

1) To halt my body's production of those hideous androgens. Androgens, testosterone especially, do no good, but cause people to end up looking like men and wanting to play with their ugly weenies. It causes hair to grow all over your body, lowers your voice, thins your scalp hair, makes your veins stick out, distributes fat in the wrong places, prevents breast development, make people act like jerks...

Isn't testosterone also the reason why men are usually stronger than women?

Having physical strength is useful when you need to do heavy lifting.

[Paolo]

Kelly_2,

Check your PM's please, under USER CP.

Thanks.

P.