Why do I want to be a eunuch?

[Lasander (imported)]

I just found this place and I am new here so I hope this is the right spot for this post.

I don't know why I want to be a eunuch. I mean I do hate it when my balls sag but I do enjoy the feel when I am aroused since they hug close to me. I could do without them though.

I don't get off to the though of castration nor do I try to mutilate meself. I don't have a uber high sex drive I'm trying to get away from. Unlike others I haven't had a lifelong childhood desire to remove them. Idunno, it just feels right and when I think about it it makes me happy.

I've been reading and I am quite aware of the adverse affects and risks involved and while they are a concern they do not phase me. Depression is my biggest concern since I've had it before but it's not like it would be because I am ruining romantic relationships and hopefully that could me remidied with medication if it came to that.

I never had much of a sex drive to speak of anyways so it's not like I will miss that but from what I've read that it is possible(albiet difficult) to have sexual relations while castrated so I figure even if somehow I get in the mood and find a willing partner I would be able to.

All the stories I've read they had a reason of some sort and that bothers me. I don't really have one other than I don't want them. Is that even a good enough reason? I've thought about chemical castration first to see if it's even right for me since I don't really want testosterone. I have read a few stories where people go without any sex hormones at all and I've seen mixed results. Some loved it while others it was a nightmare.

I usualy don't do anything without a long list of pros and cons so it just bothers me that I want to do something so drastic and permanent without anything other than "I just want to..."

Oh and BTW, why is it when I log in I have access to LESS boards than when I am not logged in?

[kennath7 (imported)]

Welcome to the E .A .

do lots moor reading find a person you trust to talk to I would strongly suggest

after moor research and you still wanted to go through with try

chem. Castration first at least at that point you can still back out

if you decide that you do not like it

If you are really certain you want to be castrated then go to a Dr. and have it done safe

I had Dr. kimmel castrate me and had 75 percent of scrotom removed at the same time

Good luck and be safe

Dr. Kimmel's phone number: (215) 563-0847

Dr. Kimmel's FAX number: (215) 568-4881

[curious1 (imported)]

Hello, it is good to see somebody else in the same boat as me. I myself am going to go the chemical route and see how that works. If things go well that way, then I will have it done. I think that you are wise going into this looking to gather all of the information you can. Thats what I have been doing. I wish you all the best.

[scott_ca (imported)]

Hi.What does Dr. Kimmel charge and does he live? Thanks.

[kennath7 (imported)]

Call him to make sure he has not changed his prices I believe it was $ 2,500

With a $ 750 deposit all of coarse all in money orders and the rest to be paid after completion

[kristoff]

I just found this place and I am new here so I hope this is the right spot for this post.

I don't know why I want to be a eunuch. I mean I do hate it when my balls sag but I do enjoy the feel when I am aroused since they hug close to me. I could do without them though.

I don't get off to the though of castration nor do I try to mutilate meself. I don't have a uber high sex drive I'm trying to get away from. Unlike others I haven't had a lifelong childhood desire to remove them. Idunno, it just feels right and when I think about it it makes me happy.

I've been reading and I am quite aware of the adverse affects and risks involved and while they are a concern they do not phase me. Depression is my biggest concern since I've had it before but it's not like it would be because I am ruining romantic relationships and hopefully that could me remidied with medication if it came to that.

I never had much of a sex drive to speak of anyways so it's not like I will miss that but from what I've read that it is possible(albiet difficult) to have sexual relations while castrated so I figure even if somehow I get in the mood and find a willing partner I would be able to.

All the stories I've read they had a reason of some sort and that bothers me. I don't really have one other than I don't want them. Is that even a good enough reason? I've thought about chemical castration first to see if it's even right for me since I don't really want testosterone. I have read a few stories where people go without any sex hormones at all and I've seen mixed results. Some loved it while others it was a nightmare.

I usualy don't do anything without a long list of pros and cons so it just bothers me that I want to do something so drastic and permanent without anything other than "I just want to..."

Oh and BTW, why is it when I log in I have access to LESS boards than when I am not logged in?

Here is a short list of places to start your very extensive reading:

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=4616

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=10173

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=5764

Body dysmorphia, also referred to as BIID (Body Integrity Identity Disorder), is not an uncommon reason here for seeking castration - the things just don't feel right down there. It doesn't have to be a big "reason;" it is just there. Explore it and all of its ramifications, understand it is an extreme solution to your sensibilities, but not a solitary action - others obviously have been here too. Don't heistate to explore and ask questions, but mostly read and reflect upon your own need, and how the results will fit you not just in the near term, but 5, 10, 20, and more years down the road.

BTW, registrations, once validated (yours was several hours ago) after you have given your e-mail confirmation of registration, gives you full access to all forums in the boards. Welcome to this little zoo.

[randy (imported)]

Hi.What does Dr. Kimmel charge and does he live? Thanks.

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Dr. Murray H. Kimmel, M.D.

Urology

2301 Pennsylvania Avenue

(Parkway at 23rd Street)

Philadelphia, PA 19130

Office 215-563-0847

Fax 215-563-4881

i was castrated on 5-5-08 and he still charged $2,000.