controlling gender

[homptydumpty (imported)]

"you now have complete control of your gender."

Its not really a question, but an answer.

I do not want to take T & grow a beard. I really am unsure of any further feminization. For the most part i am very happy with my body and its appearance.

Being a bit androgynous is great as long as i can continue to handle the confusion of others.

For the most part i have an easy time being myself. On the larger scale of things though i dont know if society is willing & or able to accept genderless people, Or even an androgynous person. Maybe its "fashionable" to dress this way, but come off the costume/make up & you should still be either a man or a women. No questions asked. Right? No this is wrong.

Where does that leave a person like me, jokingly i think of Britney Spears song "not yet a women". I am never going to be that man, or that women. Being a neutered human is just that. Sexless. Not in the sense that i do not carry on a Healthy sex life, in the sense that i do not carry the complete genitalia of a man or a women.

I love being castrated. It makes every day of my life a beautiful reality.

[devi (imported)]

I've always hated it when people shout out to you, "SIR!", --or else once in a while, "MA"AM!" To me it'd be nicer if they do just happen to have to shout out something, they should be saying "EU!" or else "Hey Eu!" like the nuns did to everyone as I was growing up.

[Lesley (imported)]

In my sexual fantasies I envision myself in your state, that is a gelded and feminised male. As for being androgynous that is something that I am somewhat ambivalent about. Should I have been castrated it would have been with the aim of being as fem and sub as possible. Androgyny would have left me in a halfway house where I would have not been able to find my balance. I say ‘Should I have been castrated’ because at 68 with a beard and a fully developed male body the prospects of become really fem are not possible. Thus I dream of what could have been if I had gone all the way between the ages of 18-25.

Having seen your photos, I know you are beatiful.

All the best for your life Z, with affection.

[smoothie36 (imported)]

I took androcur and estrofem at your age and developed nice boobs and lost most body hair (not face or genital). I think the hips are fuller also. Don't give up now.

[curious1 (imported)]

It would be nice if we lived in a more accepting world, but the fact of the matter is that we don't. People have these preconceived notions of what the norm is, and anything that deviates from that they don't want to accept.

[jemagirl (imported)]

I've always hated it when people shout out to you, "SIR!", --or else once in a while, "MA"AM!" To me it'd be nicer if they do just happen to have to shout out something, they should be saying "EU!" or else "Hey Eu!" like the nuns did to everyone as I was growing up.

Some people seem to have a need to label. I'm OK with not being actually considered female... or male by others, but I hate it when some one calls me Mr. or Sir. I just hate it. It's like they get to say who I am. My gender is something I feel inside. Let me be the one to say who I am, and let other people accept that.

[Paolo]

Not to be rude, but that avatar makes me think, "Good grief, where do I hide the body?"

[genderless (imported)]

Well, I think it's fine.

[emasculateme (imported)]

Having my gender controlled is one of my major kinks...the thought of not having control of what's done with one's body is extremely hot to me.

My interest here developed from meeting a eunuch/TG slave...i found myself very curious about this...never had thought of being a eunuch previously...at the time, the slave's Mistress was considering taking me on (though not as a eunuch or femme)...while that came close to happening, it never did...but the bug was put in my ear about it.

Soon afterward i started correspondence with someone who often talked about turning me into a eunuch and feminizing me as well...she lives half a world away, so it hasn't happened to this point...but if she were to call me out to her, i'd likely go in a shot.

Part of why i'm still unowned, i suppose, is that if i were to be so altered, it would need to be by a feminine person, whether it be a genetic female, or a passable Tgirl....not that many of them out here...some, but not many.

That's my story and i'm sticking to it.

[devi (imported)]

"you now have complete control of your gender."

Its not really a question, but an answer.

I do not want to take T & grow a beard. I really am unsure of any further feminization. For the most part i am very happy with my body and its appearance.

Being a bit androgynous is great as long as i can continue to handle the confusion of others.

For the most part i have an easy time being myself. On the larger scale of things though i dont know if society is willing & or able to accept genderless people, Or even an androgynous person. Maybe its "fashionable" to dress this way, but come off the costume/make up & you should still be either a man or a women. No questions asked. Right? No this is wrong.

Where does that leave a person like me, jokingly i think of Britney Spears song "not yet a women". I am never going to be that man, or that women. Being a neutered human is just that. Sexless. Not in the sense that i do not carry on a Healthy sex life, in the sense that i do not carry the complete genitalia of a man or a women.

I love being castrated. It makes every day of my life a beautiful reality.

The one thing that has always totally puzzled me about a lot people's perception of becoming feminized is the part that keeps popping up about equating it with becoming a "sub". In fact there is this one magazine that I had come up upon once printed in England that seems to totally equate the two together. And yet in the real life there are more than plenty of well adjusted very independent women that you come across every day. I, myself am very independent (it me that I had to become so at a very young age) and could never picture myself as a "sub" or as the dominate. And I think that this could be very equally applied to women as a well: --that they are generally not looking to become "subs" although there are a few that do want to become "babied". It seems to me that most just want to look good and feel good, be independent and live well. And so becoming feminine shouldn't be at all a problem except that we do live in a somewhat sexist society that in certain circles keep equating femininity or the want to be so with being a "sub". Such a tragedy.