make me famous dr kimmel

[mrt (imported)]

Be careful what you wish for is one of those curses like "May you live in interesting times."

You might want to have someone close to you take an inventory on how you behave. I know that some of the changes that came with low Testosterone were a mystery to me. When my wife and friends came clean on how different I really was I knew I needed to resolve it.

Best Wishes.

[dancinggizmos (imported)]

well it been a little over 4 months now. it seems a lot longer.

in the last month things have been getting harder, especially in the way of fatigue. i now know why parents go to amusement parks and seem to enjoy the benches the most. there are sometimes when i wish i had T back in my system. i could get it if i wanted to but i dont want the sexual desires that come along with it. i guess between this month and last i reached another stage in the side effects. the weight gain, subcutaneous fat, feminization, loss of focus and the fatigue have all gotten bothersome lately. they went from "meh" to "ehhh." the hot flashes are pretty much gone, and depression never hit me.

personally, i have been in seattle for the last week on vacation and i just got back home. i took the southern california sunshine with me. before the vacation i went to a picnic at my brothers church. i got beat at all the sports for the first time in my life. im slower and less competitive now. while in seattle i stayed on 5th n Union and walked about 10 times to the piers. lots of hills and 5 flights of stairs. i kept up pretty well but i was sore every night. God's creation was really magnified to me on the trip. it was a really nice vacation when it was all over.

i am still on a leave of absence from my job in So cal, because i was doing missionary work in No cal. im not sure if i should just quit and move to Nor cal. I will be going back northerly, possibly as soon as next week. I am just living off my savings now, and i miss getting up for work in the morning. My mission has been going fine so far. there isnt anything rillyrilly interesting to post about it.

my power cord on my computer broke and i didnt want to pay for a new one so i am just going to give up on it. im not bringing it with me up north, that'll be one less distraction. lately, partly due to my eunuchood, i have had my priorities very straight. hopefully i can make it and ill see you at the m.o.m.

good night

I hope all is going well for you, I guess my reply did not go throughm however I wanted to say I am glad depression has not occured.

I hope that you do well and I wish you good luck in regards to your mission.

Sounds like you had fun on the vacation, I had noticed increased body fat as well as decreased energy, however depression occured with low Testosterone for me.

Take Care.

[randy (imported)]

i forgot to mention that i wont be flying ever again. that was the last of me and airplanes. if california prop 8 doesnt pass and someone needs me to be their best man at a wedding, youll have to give me like a weeks notice to i can ride the bus. people tell me just to have faith and not be scared. but Jesus said, "lo i am with you always." so that is exactly where i am going to be..... LOW!

[Paolo]

Every time I have arrived at an airport, which is twice, Jesus was there.

[OneBallBoi (imported)]

Bobbie recently took me on roller coasters. I was scared to say the least. The feeling of being upside down with just a bar or two holding me in place. Ugh. But it reminded me; when the rapture occurs, we as Christians will be swept out of this world in flight in the twinkling of an eye.

[Milkman (imported)]

Randy,

Best of luck and Godspeed with your missionary work. How much weight have you gained? Has it impacted your health? Couldn't you use a very low dose of T to make your self comfortable without sexual desire?

[randy (imported)]

Randy,

Best of luck and Godspeed with your missionary work. How much weight have you gained? Has it impacted your health? Couldn't you use a very low dose of T to make your self comfortable without sexual desire?

Like i told jesus, i think people just come on ther internet to complain sometimes. I might have made it sound worse than it is in reality. No it isnt easy breezy beautiful, sure it is hard to get on the ground and do push ups when you just want to lay around and blog about the bad service in wal mart. it is a change. it takes time to get used to it and i will get used to it. Part of quitting my other job was losing my insurance so i wont be going on anytpye of low dose HRT. only a certain few eunuchs are able to handle the drop in T, with God, i consider myself one of them. (just let me complain once inna while)

i have gained probably 15- 20 pounds but i dont weigh myself. i gained some when i wasnt able to go to the gym for a month and then again on my vacation.. i was on vacation dagbernit! im just not used to seeing my reflection and being so round and skweeshee. but no it hasnt effected my health. granted it not exactly good for my health but oh well. oh well skipPER.

[Paolo]

A few things that will help with the weight gain are:

Lay off the soda, cut back on diet soda, and drink water. Crystal Light drink mix helps.

Cut out the junk carbs, such as regular bread. Find a lower carb high fiber bread.

Replace milk with a calcium rich "fake milk" like a rice milk or soy milk, or Hood Dairy Beverage if you can find it. (Wal-Mart - sorry!)

Lay off the potatoes altogether; be wary of rooty vegetables.

Increase your protein intake; lean meats, eggs, and more green vegetables.

Sorry, no more Twinkies...

[dancinggizmos (imported)]

I hope all is going well for you, I guess my reply did not go throuh however I wanted to say I am glad depression has not occured.

I hope that you do well and I wish you good luck in regards to your mission.

Sounds like you had fun on the vacation, I had noticed increased body fat as well as decreased energy, however depression occured with low Testosterone for me.

Take Care.

Modified due to typo/spelling error

[randy (imported)]

Well 2 days ago was my 6 month point. So far being a eunuch is everything i could have hoped for. My sex drive is pretty much non existent. There is a lot more time to focus on things other than sex. My decisions aren't focused on sex like they were for so long. One of those, less selfish, decisions was to do missionary work. I felt lead to go to Oakland, California.

I had never been to Oakland and had to rely entirely on God to help me be bold, keep me safe, and provide for me. It was the most awesome period of my life. There is so many things to talk about I wish I had kept a diary. One of the best parts involved a lady named Ester. I was out street witnessing and I handed her a tract and began to talk to her. She seemed to light up and was so happy to meet me. Ester seemed like a sweet lady with a Romanian accent. She insisted that I come home and have dinner with her. I don't know if you have ever experianced someone from middle eastern/asian decent insisting on something but trust me there is no taking no for an answer. That afternoon i prayed about it and i read the book of Ester. So I went and met her at her house. Ester and her husband had prepared a full meal. She was an amazing cook. We talked about Christ and just had an amazing time. The conversation turned to their son who was away at college, UC Santa Barbara i believe. How they worry about him and his struggle with his faith. He was 20 and hadn't been to church in about 10 years. They also asked where i was staying and i told them i just got into town a week ago and hadn't really set up a place to stay. Just staying in hotels or where ever i wanted. As you can assume they insisted I stayed with them as long as I wanted. Looking over the amazing meal I couldn't and didn't want to say no. It was great to be around Christians who actually love. They left the house and trusted me to be alone even thought they had only met me a day before. I would go out during the day and witness and come back home and she would make snacks and dinner. Oh my gosh it was all so good. Apparently there is better kinds of cheese than Kraft singles.

So after 4 days of staying there in their sons vacant room I was laying awake at night unable to sleep. I heard a set of footsteps coming down the hall i didn't recognize. I saw my doorknob turn and i didn't know what to think. I saw a young man step in the room, turn on the light and lock eyes with a strange man in his bed (me). I explained who I was and tried to give him his bed back after his long surprise trip home. But surprisingly he didn't think it to be strange and wanted to know more about why I was there. We talked for about 10 minutes, I could hear his parents hovering outside the door. I realized that I was supposed to witness to him and as i thought about what to say he puts his head in his hands and begins to cry a little bit. He told me he had been praying lately. On his way home he asked God for a sign that he was real and here is a Christian missionary in his bed. We prayed together and he accepted Christ into his life. It was an amazing moment.

His parents had a little reunion with him and i went back to bed, they went in the living room and all talked and had pastries. The morning after I thanked them for their hospitality but felt like my purpose had been served in that situation. They lovingly sent me off, praising God and I will always remember them.

Well that was my high and the low was at a raider game. Basically i went to the stadium before a raider game and found people tailgating. I cant remember being scared of someone in a long time but i was actually scared of these peope. They were all drunk and rowdy. Dressed in all black, skull masks, spiked shoulder pads. Anyway I wasn't welcomed to say the least in one group of fans. I stood there talking to them as I spoke i saw a NFL football ZING! right by my head and bang into the side of a van leaving a large dent then they proceeded to literally chase me off their territory throwing beer and beer cans at me.

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All in all life is good for Randy.