Aaaarrrrggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!

[Losethem (imported)]

I swear, right about now I feel like Joan Cusak in her role from the movie In and Out where she runs out into the street in her wedding dress and screams at the top of her lungs, "Is everybody gay?!?!?!?!", only I want to ask, "Why is it that everyone that's come into my life in the past two years present male and act like a woman?!?!?!?"

One comes here on a regular basis, and I shall not name him directly. I can say he has claimed to mutual friends that he doesn't run out of the chat room when he sees me come in, but I find it odd that nearly 2 years after he dumped me using the -like method of simply ignoring me, that he continues to leave the chat room within seconds of my arrival. News flash - you dumped me. However, I am adult enough to be able to tolerate your presence in the chat, so quit acting like a little girl by running away. I have no intention to chat you, and frankly, the chat area is big enough for *both* of us. P.S. Directed at the individual in question - That cold chill you felt back on the 21st of March? That was me standing about 100 yards from your condo. No, I wasn't stalking you even though I have the skill and training necessary to do so. I simply had legitimate business in your town and the location was that close to your home.

Most recently the BF I have now confided in me his desire to transition to female.

I met him - male. Told me in the past he had talked to certain celebrity (at least in EA terms) doctors in the west but decided to stay male - male. Told me he was going to see an endocrinologist this week to get his testosterone figured out - male. Talks to me today after the appointment - has a prescription for spironolactone and estrogen. WTF?!?!?!

I swear, I'm going to just check out and move to a 10x10 cabin in Montana and start mailing letters to people. *ugh*

I'm gay. I like . If I wanted pussy in my life I'd go get a !

Thanks to to mods for letting me get this off my chest. I just don't feel like I have anyone to talk to about this right now.

[tugon (imported)]

I understand your frustration. In the past I have found that men do not always tell you who they are but who they would like to be. When they tire of trying to be who they want to be then you see who they really are. I am with you on this one.

[DeaconBlues (imported)]

Thanks to to mods for letting me get this off my chest. I just don't feel like I have anyone to talk to about this right now.

I know exactly how you feel. Recently, I went throug one of those days, actually the whole week, when I really NEEDED someone to talk to. Seems like the only place I can find a reasonable discussion is here on the website.

[Losethem (imported)]

Thanks to both of you. It does a tremendous amount of good just to get it off my chest.

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

No, no, no, don't go to a cabin in Montana! I have a brother who did and he is strange even by my standards. --FLO--

[Paolo]

Don't mix words, LT - tell us how you REALLY feel.

[kristoff]

Aaaarrrrggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!

I hear you!

[dometoo (imported)]

Hey, I live in a cabin in Montana...I send letters to people...I was a Math Major (like Ted) and I am kinda strange too...LOL

[randy (imported)]

2 years.. seems like a long time to still be getting this upset over someone who acts like that....?

[Losethem (imported)]

I was comparing it more to the recent situation. However, you would be correct.

It is interesting how the first individual reacts to this day. They are older than I am, yet they seemingly have an emotional age sharing a digit with their dick size.

Still, his life. I'm probably living better now that I would have been had the relationship continued, and that's a good thing.