Major Tom?????

[plezherus (imported)]

i am taking 50mg/day...so dose is not real high. i had been told that it could be months until i felt differently. that was part of my surprise, at reacting to situations differently at just a bit over a week.

Hey Artie-

How's it going so far? Have you noticed any decrease in erections or intensity? I had to go back on the meds after an erection that led to a masturbation episode. That is the guidepost I'm using. If I masterbate I go back on the meds.

Being impotent is kinda flat though. I like being able to coax myself into an erection.

You must to be allowed to be sexual as a eunuch. I slowly came out to my coworkers. They think I have some mental block causing impotence. In this way you can be sexual with whatever is functioning at the time. Since I always had a fixation on eating pussy, it is my mouth and tounge, and this is no big deal. It's great being able to communicate sexual desires without becoming totaly out of control also. You can entice women with your mouth, with the uttmost suttlty They become all enamored and try to get close. I love it! Sexuallity is only effective when you can make it accessable to whoever you are willing to service. There is nothing sexually desireable about a submissive male with a nonretractable hard-on. He is a comp[letely worthless wad.

Anyway, I have one rule. Never lead a woman on. If you can not eat her pussy, or find her attractive then do not go there. Worship her tits if you must, but never lie to her, ever.

I demand that the female workers support me so that I do not have to have any ego. You should too. This creates a dependence on female authority and helps reinforce idenity and sexuality. Maybe your gay though. Anyway, you can create your own litttle matriarchal world, it's great. Kinda like Apocaloypse Now. Oh well, I don't care, It may not be your idea of manhood, but its been working for me for years.

-plezherus (never her ass!!!!)