My Castration Fantasies

[bitemynuts (imported)]

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I had castration fantasies for years

the fantasies got really intense after my wife suggested i get a vasectomy and i went into planned parenthood for a learning and counsellings session.Having the female doctor examine my testicles and talk about cutting into them blew me away and set me on a path to my castration the fantasy was so strong.When I returned home I told my wife I wanted to be castrated instead of having a vasectomy.She gave me the ok for the castration.I called planned parenthood back the next day and asked if I could be castrated instead.

We dont do that ....was their reply...I found out it was impossible to find a doctor that would castrate me either.My favorite thing was calling doctors in yellow pages and asking the nurse if they would.I did that for years.

I told my wife about my fetish of being castrated with the burdizzo we used on the farm.We started playing with a new burdizzo she purchased just for me.I think she just wanted to test how much it would hurt.It is painful....I got off on the pain...i loved it...played with it from the time I was 28 till I was 39.... she would close it on my cords as far as she could without locking it shut....we were both surprised at how close she get it closed...a few times she almost closed it.

when I dont know if she was getting bored with it or she was just curious ....she was not wanting to do it as much as before...she decided she wanted to actually try to castrate
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me with it and was begging me to let her finish me.

I want to know more on the burdizzo. I thought this was to dangerous to use as play or for real castration of humans?

[kantfeelStuff (imported)]

I two have fantastic dreams of castration. I play with a elastrator . I clamp my nuts with hose clamps. pliers. I love sex with heavyweight cbt. My wife is into but doesn't understand why!But we have a great sex life. Do what feels right.

i dont quite have enough 'balls' to get an elastrator just because it hurts to use rubber bands and i cant imagine cutting the little green bands off. i do greatly enjoy using clamps and pliers, and i hope to eventually find a girl that is just as understanding of this fantasy as your wife is.

everyone so far as been a HUGE help and i thank everyone who has been commenting on this, before i found EA i was scared but now i have a community that is understanding and greatly helpful!

i have another question to pose to everyone:

from where do these fantasy's that we enjoy so much come from?

[erikboy (imported)]

Good question! I have asked the same question many times. For me, all this castration fantasy started in my early teens. There was no particular event I can point to nor was I abused.

I feel that the interest has been with me since my birth. And it just emerged slowly over time. There were of course events that I would call triggering events. But I am sure that without the inner need or interest these events wouldn't trigger anything inside me.

Puberty helped this interest to emerge greatly. Probably because of emerged sex drive. And it will sink below the surface after castration. I am sure.

So, i still got my balls despite times I was afraid that I could something irreversible to myself during my almost out of control self play sessions. I think it is my clear mind that won.

Still, I can not say that I am very happy with that. If society was more accepting and supportive for eunuchs I think my balls were gone long ago.

So neither situation would make me happy. Nor castrated me nor intact me.

So the only logic is just to keep status quo until something important will happen.

E.

[genderless (imported)]

Well, here's a strange way of looking at it.

If you no longer wanted or needed a car because you had another one and didn't need the money from it's sale. Wouldn't it be fun to just push it off a cliff?

[bitemynuts (imported)]

my new burdizzo is coming today!! I will post my experience with castration playing .

[Bobby123 (imported)]

well, i have had castration/penectomy/nullification fantasies for maybe 50 years. being involved in the sm scene in the sf area for almost 30 years, i have had many play partners who have played with me around these fantasies (two women once tricked me into eating magic mushrooms and we had an incredible 'acting-out.' now i have two masters who are talking about really castrating me. i don't have a say although they know i don't really want it so it would be non consentual. but they know i am deeply submissive and are not really worried about getting my consent. i'm hoping they won't really do it. however.....?????

bobby123

[ballplay (imported)]

I have always wanted to be castrated from my teens to now 65y.the only way I can come is when my balls are in pain.banding stretching biting till one poped.I always wanted to have them gone .I found a Dr, who did a vasectomy with no pain meds i got a hard on.I loved it.I come one two times a day now and sex is all i think about i.m getting married agion and i keep thinking.if only i had them gone when I had the chance.I.m 65 and I still don,t have the answers.I.m bi I have only found men that can make me come be twisting my balls.

[Bobby123 (imported)]

well, i've had major castration, penectomy, and nulli fantasies for 40 years and everything is still all attached. admittedly, much of that is more luck than brains because on at least half a dozen occasions, i was sure i'd lose at least some of my package. i am an active member of the SF SM community and have 'played' with many Doms who were entirely willing and capable of taking my trophies. also, at one time i was married to a woman who, along with her lover, was in negotiation with a castrator just south of The City, arranging for my nullification. this was being pushed by her lover who, not satisfied with simply cuckolding me, wanted to remove any even potential threat that i might still have sex with his lover, my wife. it wasn't bloody likely since she had forbidden me from sex with her after our first year of marriage.

right now i am slave to two male dominants, both of which have hinted at some removal in my near future. i don't want that to happen but must admit that force castration/penectomy/nullification remains my hottest fantasy.

but, getting back to your question, here i am after 40 years of tempting to make my removal fantasy a reality, still fully equipped. so, having the fantasy does not always progress to reality.

[ballsontheline (imported)]

I have both castration and penectomy fantasies. I have wanted to have either my cock or my balls or both taken away from me. I have used elastrator bands on both my cock and my balls and my sex play includes these fantasies. I allow other guys/gals to tie me up so that I am in their complete control. I have the elastrator and the bands with me so that they can put them on as soon as I am tied up. Part of the fantasy plan is for them to make me believe that they are really going to keep the bands on long enough to actually castrate me. The desire to get the bands off is the greatest right after I cum. One of these days my fantasy will become reality.

[BossTamsin (imported)]

If all you can think about after you cum is getting the bands off and keeping your equipment than my only advice to you is to keep this a fantasy, no matter what. In my opinion, you are not likely to be happy should these fantasies ever become reality.