Impotent husband, 40 mg Paxil

[Calmed Husband (imported)]

Being cuckolded was not easy for me when my wife first starting seeing other men. My wife let me know in no uncertain terms, that she was not interested in fucking me anymore and suggested castration or at least removing one nut to "slow me down". She knew I was masturbating frequently, since we were not fucking anymore.

She and I visited a women counselor, who prescribed a heavy dose of Paxil, to control my masturbation. It stops guys from being able to orgasm. She prescribes up to 60 mg a day, to help control men's orgasms.

In three days I stopped being able to achive orgasm. I still tried hard, but no matter what, I just could not ejaculate. My balls hurt for the first 10 days or so, which my wife thought was very funny.

My drive steadily deminished to now after 3 years on Paxil, I have very little sex drive, few erections (not very hard) and go for long periods without thinking about sex. A huge change from when I first went to the doctor.

The counselor said it would reduce my drive in time, but I had no idea it would do this much. She said some patients required stronger meds to get their masculinity under control, so I thought this would be a mild effect.

My wife has done alot of ball play over this time also, and I wonder what effect that may be having on me. She has used elastrator bands on my nuts many times and also done some saline injection right into my testicals. My balls have much less sensitivity than they once had and are definitely smaller in size.

When I look back, it shocking the change I've gone thru, but like I said, sex is just not that important to me any longer. My wife keeps telling me its great that I am becoming impotent and sexless. She says I seem more content about her screwing other men now, and that my fucking days ended along time ago; the only thing I'm missing is the frustration.

A month ago, I accidently opened a package addressed to her. It contained Androcur! When I showed it to her, she said a girlfriend had it mailed to our house, so her husband would not see it. She swore it was not for me and that she would not trick me into taking a drug like that. She admitted to helping a friend trick her husband into chemical castration, so I wonder it she has used it on me. That would definitly explain my drastic change of sex drive.

Most days I just don't care if I ever have any form of sex again.

[kristoff]

Sounds like you are about 2.99 years late in leaving the bitch, unless of course that is your inclination or trip... Improperly prescribed SSRI's are not a good thing, but effects are revesible, though takes a while, and withdrawal from Paxil can be a bit painful. Of course 40mg of Paxil is a fairly hefty dose....

Of course, OTOH, I would suspect that you have an extremely active and florid fantasy life that you enjoy with your wife

[XtheUndead (imported)]

Run, do not walk, away from that woman.

[Falcon (imported)]

Personally, I'd have the bitch arrested. And her friend as well.

My 2 cents.

TB

[mrt (imported)]

I'm trying to wrap my head around this. Paxal is going to make you a lot easier to manipulate. Castration meds in addition to the SSRIs won't really help. Although I've met a few Eunuchs who don't do HRT that seem to be pretty "ballsy" (cough-Sister K)

I've seen enough adult stuff to sort of "get" that some men get off on this life style. But it doesn't really sound like you participate or really even care. So it surprises me that you are doing CBT stuff with your "wife." What is the point for you? Why does she bother unless its a serious attempt to physicaly castrate you so she can save money on the drugs she is pumping you full of. I don't know if the courts would bother to lock her up. It sounds sort of like you have allowed yourself to fall into this deal. If you can call it a deal.

If your still able to function in any way at all I would suggest you talk to a Doctor about getting off the SSRIs and do a hormone lab to see if you've been secretly chemically castrated. If you experience life for a while off that you "might" find it better then what your doing right now. You might find it a LOT better and if your "wife" is really that into fucking other men (while you watch? / clean up after?) letting you free should not be a big deal other then to her finances since I assume your pulling down a paycheck and handing it over to her and her boyfriends?

If you take a breath of the hormone life and decide that being cuckolded by your wife is where its at? Its a big world with lots of different people I suppose. I would try to avoid her doing castration play on you in the meantime. She could do some serious damage and really hurt you.

Good luck my friend!

[kristoff]

While it is pretty evifent from reading and considering the original post that it is a crock of shit, it has certainly elicited some good comments. Sometimes good things grow with a healthy dose of shit.

[Batman (imported)]

While it is pretty evifent from reading and considering the original post that it is a crock of shit, it has certainly elicited some good comments. Sometimes good things grow with a healthy dose of shit.

Glad to know I'm not the only one who thought it was total BS!!!

Good call Kristoff!!

Batman

[mrt (imported)]

While it is pretty evifent from reading and considering the original post that it is a crock of shit, it has certainly elicited some good comments. Sometimes good things grow with a healthy dose of shit.

Frankly the concept doesn't do anything for me but type cuckold into Google and check out the "fans" of this activity. Even as the token horny as hell castrate I don't "get it" nor do I want to...

My favorite are the guys begging "bulls" to knock up their wives so they can be even more degraded...

[Calmed Husband (imported)]

I have not checked in for awhile. I had no idea, my story would have such a negative reaction on this site. I'm sorry but it is the truth.

I knew my wife was what some might call a slut, before I married her. She told me she did not think it would be possible to settle for just one man the rest of her life. She is a stunner of a women; huge breasts, nice legs, a incredibly beautiful face, and incredibly talented in bed. I was totally under her spell. It turned me on to hear about her incredible past sex life and see some of the pics and videos of her with various studs. She had been with some guys that would put porn stars to shame.

I was not suprised by her fooling around; it just was harder to accept than I thought it would be.

She got me to agree to take the meds, with the understanding it would be easier for me to accept cuckolding and no more sex. The results were something that no man is really prepared for until he is experienceing them.

Just trying to figure some things out. Castration is not exactly something you can discuss with a buddy at work.

[Calmed Husband (imported)]

She has been putting the pressure on me to have the surgery. Right now it seems like not such a big deal. My drive is way down and having a hard time getting an erection. Even sexual thoughts are few and far between.

Last weekend I snuck upstairs and watched from the hall as this well hung stud fucked her long and hard. It just is not the same anymore. Not the turn on it once was.