(For married people...) sharing your fantasy with wife?

[0_Wisher (imported)]

If you consider the gradual way in which many (perhaps most) of us have come to the conclusion that we would like to be eunuchs, it's no wonder that a spouse would take a little time to adjust and maybe not want to think about it at all. In fact, one could imagine that the wives who are willing to consider it have already been jacked around quite a bit. Fantasy is a strange mistress - you don't know her quirks until she's in charge.

[Riven (imported)]

My wife and I don't keep anything secret from one other. From the very beginning of our relationship (we were in our early 30s) we would talk about everything, including our fantasies. I was into body decoration/modification. I had nipple piercings, an ampallang and a meatonomy where I had once had a Prince Albert ring. I was circumcised only a year before we met, but she admitted that she had never noticed the circumcision or the meatonomy. It just hadn't occurred to her to look that closely and question it. We'd both done a bit of swinging in previous relationships, but neither of us felt like continuing with that. Curiosity got the better of her and she got some piercings too. We were around the body decoration scene and became aware that there were one or two men getting castrated. We must have spoken about it, but it wasn't a fully formed fantasy at that stage - we were young and knew we might want a family. I told my wife about a time when I was a kid (maybe 11 - 12 years old) when my mother once walked into my room and found me holding my buck knife to my erect cock (Mum was pretty good about it; she just said "I hope you're not going to castrate yourself". I just blushed, turned away and said "Of course not".) I must have fantasised about castration, or penectomy, but I don't remember having such fantasies often. There were so many things to fantasise about I think those ideas were just a couple of the many. It wasn't until my wife and I were definitely no longer able to have more kids that the subject came up again. That must have been 10 years ago. We started talking about castration when she hit menopause and lost a lot of her sex drive. Castration seemed a solution to our sex drive mis-match. Then she had breast cancer and her hormones have been well and truly switched off by the drugs she's been on since. As some of you know, I tried cyproterone acetate for a while, but I had severe hot flushes, and quit after only a week on 50mg a day. I have been thinking about trying again but on a very much lower starting dose. My wife is happy about this. So long as I take care, that's all that matters.