Are my genitals doomed?

[KeepingMine4Now (imported)]

Are my genitals doomed?

That is the question.

I'm not sure how I first found this site, it was many years ago. Since then, I come by regularly, mostly to read the stories. The source of this question is how I react when reading them. My firmest, hardest erections lately are while reading things here. My best ejaculations follow.

I'm trying to sort out in my own head what this may mean. Do I want to lose my own genitals? Or is there just something stimulating about these stories?

How do I find the answer?

[justwondering (imported)]

Hi,

I too enjoy the stories very much to the same degree, but my feeling is the answer comes after your orgasm. Then you realize how much fun you have and can have the next time and so on.

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

It would be a serious error for you to assume that you need to lose your genitals. Your repeated state of excitement and re-occurring stimulation are a good indication that the stories and your own mind are the real thing for you. Do you still feel that you want to remove your genitals after you orgasm? Or, instead, do you anticipate your next story and your next orgasm? The answer to that will tell you a lot about where your head is really at. --FLO--

[Allen (imported)]

I agree with Uncle Flo. I come here often and even write some of the stories. (author names Allen and AllenBaker) And I've finally admitted to myself that i'm only a "wannabe" prior to climax. The stories and being in the chat room truly turn me on ... but only as fantasy. So I've accepted that fact, and while here I "suspend my disbelief" as readers of all fiction do, and enjoy the plot and my (physical) response to it.

[stewie69 (imported)]

I've enjoyed penectomy fantasies since I was a kid, and I enjoy the fiction here on EA. I also enjoy a little self-penectomy play from time to time. (Nothing like a cleaver and a cutting board to get my cock throbbing!) I've realized it's the fear of losing my cock that gets me off. I know that actually chopping it off would put an end to these pleasures. Unless science comes up with a way for me to grow my cock back, I plan to keep mine, and enjoy it as often, and in as many ways, as I can.

[plix (imported)]

Everyone is right - the right way to tell is to ask yourself if you still want them gone immediately after orgasm.

In my case, when I still had them (balls - I still have a penis), I wanted them gone even more after orgasm.

Now, I am not saying that one who really wants or needs to lose his genitals can't have sexual fantasies about it. Certainly there was a fantasy aspect to my own desires. I think you can both truly want to lose them and fantasize about it as well. In some cases relief from the fantasies is a welcome thing if you actually go through with it (assuming castration and resulting loss of libido is included). But people who have fantasies about it are the ones who need to be especially careful before they do anything. Both castration and penectomy are forever. The reality is very much different from the fantasy - with castration there is no libido to fuel the excitement of not having one, and if you do penectomy alone, retaining a libido can be even worse.

[Kangan (imported)]

I've always had a castration/nullification fantasy, and it was strictly fantasy. BUT, then I got into major trouble because I also had a sexual addiction and had sex with someone that I shouldn't have. That was when I realized that I needed castration in order to get my libido under control and keep me out of future trouble.

After a couple of experiemnts and much research (thank you EA), I am now an eunuch with non-functional balls.

My fantasy about castration (and enjoyment of the stories on EA) is still there. I just don't have an orgasm thinking about it any longer.

So much depends on your personal point of view and your situation. If you get over wanting castration after orgasm - then you are not a suitable candidate for the real thing. If an excess of libido is causing problems in your life (excessive masturbation, exhibitionism, pedophilia, etc.), then castration might be helpful.

[considering (imported)]

A full, rich enjoyment of fantasy is one of the greater pleasures of life. One only need to be aware of the line between the fantastical nature of their thoughts and the possibility of making it reality. When one takes it apart, all good porn is just a projection of the authors' fantasies based, one hopes, on some experiences. Bad porn is wishful thinking created from the ideas of others. Enjoy yourself, however you may be. Enjoy your fantasies however they may be. If the latter leads to a goal or a decision then well and good, you will have had the versimilitude of experience to suggest what the reality might be. Thanks for your lucid explanation.

[IbPervert (imported)]

Fantasy is always better then reality!

[KeepingMine4Now (imported)]

Lot's of good input, Thank You!

I sometimes have these other feelings too:

I sometimes feel that the "need" to masturbate is a chore, not a pleasure. Meaning that I find I need to masturbate, not for pleasure, but just because I need to.

I also find my self becoming much more angry than the circumstances warrant. I then read that castration can calm a man down. This sounds like a Good Thing.

But all of these thoughts are for the future, I do have a list of things I'd like to do with my genitals first.