sduyck_2000 (imported) wrote: Fri Jun 08, 2007 3:22 pm When I was young in my 20s I would fantasize about getting 20 females pregnant.I kept my wife very pregnant during those years after trying everything not to get her pregnant.Just one mistake or slip up and she was
pregnant .Good thing I married her when I was 25.We would have 10 kids by the time I was 30.
After the first 2 children she got scared to have sex with me and started turning me down a lot. I was so frustrated for 3 years.My wife started telling me I needed to be fixed all the time when I would beg her.The first time she said it to me it got me aroused more.Thats when my fantasy started to change to getting castrated.Instead of getting 20 women pregnant now they were tying me down and castrating me.
I told my wife this and thats when she started the castration with the burdizzo game.We played the game for 4 or 5 years .She got so aroused several times that we had sex and she got pregnant again.
7 months after that day she started asking me if she could go all the way with it.That aroused me more yet and my fantasy changed again to my wife shackling me over a bench and castrating me from behind with the burdizzo.
I told her about this and she couldnt wait to do it.
After I was finally castrated my fantasies completly ended.I started having hot flashes almost every day after 2 months.The doctor ran a test and I was sterile.I told my wife and she wanted to have sex.I can still get erections it just takes a lot of work and I can orgasm tho it is completly differant than it was before.
No more fantasies at all anymore.My wife is 50 now and wants sex 4 times a day.2 times a month is enough for me.I get a lot of complaints.
Ironic isnt it.
I would talk to an endo about hrt. And from what I've learned you probably will need both testosterone and a small amount of estrogen. Women peak sexually later in life I've been told. Probably because they don't need to worry about you getting them knocked up. There are benifits to HRT. Anyway just a thought.