Contractions and Orgasms?

[fami (imported)]

I've been on T blockers and hormones for about 10 months and I've been noticing something.. strange.

As time went on and my body became more sensitive and feminine I've been thinking less and less about sex but... After about 4 or so months on hormones and blockers I began to feel some strong sensations when I urinated.

It went on for about 20 days then the feelings died down, they were pretty strong but felt rather pleasurable. Once I hit 6 months on hormones my nipples became very sensitive to the touch and my bodily sensation changed noticeably.

At that time I no longer masturbated.. maybe once a month if anything. However, my body began to react differently when I read or saw something very arousing to my senses. I began to feel some rather strong contractions on my Pelvic Floor and penis, it eventually did get me erect and made me feel pretty good inside.

Take note that everytime this happened I never once touched my penis, I would only touch my nipples, and massage the area near the pubic bone / bladder.. which is like the base of my belly; Like 4 inches or so below my belly button. Sometimes I'd also stroke my inner thighs.

That is how it was... and after a while I'd begin to feel rather "Full" inside my body and the need to release something.. but the feeling was VERY Identical to wanting to pee. So what I would do was visit the restroom and tried to release the water built up inside me. As it turns out I could not pee very easily since I was fully erected, and when I did pee it would feel really, reaally.. really good. and what came out was actually URINE! not cum at all!...

That went on until about two weeks ago. Now when I arouse myself by reading or watching something erotic, I start to feel "Contractions" inside me that easily make me feel full rather quickly. When ever I'd visit the restroom the feeling I'd get from urinating was even more pleasuring!.

About three days ago I met someone and I had a very long conversation about emotions and how we felt. I became extremely aroused and well, i began to caress my nipples, stroke the base of my stomach and sometimes stroke my inner thighs.

I forgot to mention this but when ever I'd go to the restroom to release myself, the sensation I felt easily caused me to moan out loud, contract some muscles, and even cringe. It felt that good -_-.

Well like I said.. I was really aroused and she began to help me by caressing for my breasts and upper body.. but never my penis. I'd always get an erection but this time I felt some really strong contractions.. and as time went by the time between contractions shortened.

At first it was something like every 30 seconds? then it lowered down over time.. till eventually I could feel contractions like every 5 seconds if not less. Well by that time I felt REALLY full inside and yeah.. I was moaning pretty bad. At the end I "Came" but.. it was not cum, it never has been.. it was just Urine, clear urine... and it was A LOT. it always has been specially if I drink a lot of water!. If I were to press down on the bottom of my belly, near the pubic bone / bladder it would feel really really good and yeah.. make me want to release forcefully.

I am just wondering if anyone else here has gone through something similar?. Because.. every time it happens it feels completely wonderful and totally out of this world. The contractions feel really nice.. but the release I had that time was completely incredible. I easily felt a pleasurable sensation inside my breasts and parts of my belly.. almost like I could feel the nerves inside them or something.. it was great.. specially the nerves in my breasts, I could feel feel them when that happened... like their shape / roundness.

Oh and it does not happen once, if I continue on arousing myself after a while I feel full again and release... I've done that several times already. To say the least we continue on for several hours and I "Came" three times through out the whole morning .. I ended exhausted x_x... but it was amazing.

For the record I have tried to stroke my erection when I start feeling contractions and "Full" but all that does is.. draw my liquids back inside and eventually Cum normally. Even when I've felt really full and about to release urine.. if I start stroking my erection it just draws my liquids back and cum normally.. white creamy stuff. Then I would just feel unmotivated for anything else.. NOT what I wanted.. so after having done that like two times, I never wanted to do it again. It was no where nearly as good as the first method I have been talking about.

I am just going to give up on masturbating as a guy it does not seem to work for me anymore and it seems to leave me unmotivated and unable to do it again for a while.

[confuzed (imported)]

Don't know that it is, but it sounds incredible.

[twaddler (imported)]

I start stroking my erection it just draws my liquids back and cum normally.. white creamy stuff.

Hmmm.. you would think with the T-blockers and estrogen your ejaculate would not be white & creamy but lacking color and transparent like.. ? Or maybe that was just me.. ?

Also I have to say I've never heard anything like that before. I did orgasm once and instead of semen urine came out while masturbating back in 2004, but that was before my crazy hormonal experimentations in 2005 (which surprised the hell out of me and ran my ass to the bathroom, pinching my penis all the way), but that experience has never repeated.

Amazing and odd. I wonder how many other people experience this? Very curious indeed.

[fami (imported)]

Well actually when I ejaculate it is not white an creamy, it sort of looks like that.. but is kind of clear. I can still tell some whiteness too it but now that I think about it is not as creamy and sticky. Still though, it is not like urine because it is much thicker, kind of like uhm.. egg white just not clear. I don't think i take enough T blockers I take 25MG androcur and 100 MG spiro.. I am going to update the spiro to 200 soon..

That experience you talked about before the

crazy hormonal experimentations in 2005.

What happened exactly? was it something closely related to what I experienced?.

Don't know that it is, but it sounds incredible.

It really was. I could not stop moaning. It was completely out of this world x_ x and now I feel like I want it to be like that all the time.

[twaddler (imported)]

I don't think it was something like your experience. I really don't know what happened. It was a strange one-of-a-kind experience.

Wow, I think you are embarking on new fetish. I'm glad you've found something so wonderful. D:D