Experience a la Ren

[Ren-ichi (imported)]

I'm just gonna post my Kimmel experience for posterity

~lawl~ since no 1 know's im a eunuch in the real world

24th or Feb of 2006 i decided to get chopped up for basically no reason other weird identity issues

So i drove to Philly( like an hr from my house) after like 2hrs finally got on the table and started getting cut up-I cried alot seeing as how no one in my life knew what i was doing and the funny part was...this was right after i got off of work!

Btw- if you're thinking of doing this- make sure you have surgery on a full stomach, cuz i didn't and i stumbled around for like another 2 hrs on pain killers...

Now...this is the incredibly stupid part or funny if your nuts like me about your lack of nuts-

After i was done with everything, i decided to drive back home...the same day...like and 1hr after surgery....

Needless to say i'm alive...and had no accidents!

(hindsight says...perhaps i shoulda told some1- but meh)

So i made it home and crashed out- the next day i went out to get the prescreptions Dr.Kimmel had me on- totally ignoring the pain cuz...at that point i just didnt care...and on Monday...I was back at work!~

and i didnt take any days off or rest at all cept for Sat and Sun~I paid for it later cuz i had to go to the hosp when i was starting tho have trouble walking n junk(cuz im stupid) and that cost alot~ but that was later in like April of 06

I started taking the estrogen HRT stuff for a while( i was taking it prior to castration for about 6 months)

and...a year later i really don't know what to make of myself- i'm still confused about alot of things

but i felt the need to paste this on cyberspace for your gawking enjoyment

btw i'm only 21 and was chopped at 20 so...maybe that'll account for the stupidity on my part

Still...part of me says that i wish i had done this years earlier

[tugon (imported)]

Sounds very lonely going through all this alone. Of course now you are a member of this community where you will receive a lot of support. Many have shared their transition physically and emotionally in becoming a eunuch.

One aspect that was of interest to me was the reasons I needed to become a eunuch were much clearer after the drop in testosterone. I had a greater sense of self and better insight. Once I found where I fit in the world as the new me life became easier.

I was not cut until 41 and very much wish it had been done at 18. I am very happy as a eunuch and no longer male. I have no interest in being female. This is what I had to do to be happy. You will sort all this out and find your place in the world. What an adventure.

Thanks for posting.

[Kangan (imported)]

Thanks for sharing.

I wish I lived only 1 hours drive from someone like Kimmel. I'd get over there with cash in hand and get cut.

Surgical castration should be a simple procedure. However, next time - get the pain pills before the operation so you aren't staggering around trying to find a drug store. (Yeah, yeah, I know you'll never have a next time, Ren. I'm talking about the other folks....)