I went & saw my psychiatrist (pdoc) the other day. My pdoc upped my dosage of Lexapro 50% to 30mg a day, which is a very high dose. Upping the dose really knocked my dick in the dirt so to say. I haven’t had a hard on since upping my dose. My libido now is more under control, at least for the time being, then it was when I was self medicating with Depo-Provera!
I did discuss with my pdoc the possibilities of an anti-androgen. Actually she brought it up. She said that it was a possibility but didn't want to go there unless we absolutely had too. She said she didn't have much experience with anti-androgens and she would have to refer me a specialist that deals with sex offenders to pursue that avenue. She also told me that anti-androgens can really change your chemical makeup and that can be dangerous.
I noticed tonight that the soft porn on Sin-To-The-Max tonight really didn’t even grab my attention and I had no real urge to watch it. That in itself is a major accomplishment. I promised my wife that in the morning after we get all of the kids off to school that I would take a double shot of Viagra and make her happy. I doubt that I’ll be able to get off but as long as I keep her happy that’s all I really care about.
If you want to check out which psyc meds kill libido & which ones will even stop production of testosterone (chemical castration) check out
www.crazymeds.org (
http://www.crazymeds.org). It’s a great site!
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