Sex and Violence

[ChemistryKid (imported)]

My ultimate fantasy has always been to lose my penis out of anger. I want someone to take it from me when I don't want to lose it as an emotional punishment for something.

I want to be in a bar room fight where I'm beating someone and he breaks a bottle and stabs it into my balls. I want to be trying to rape someone, but when I try to overpower her, she ruins me instead.

Maybe she's got a knife that I didn't notice. Maybe she just grabs my penis and breaks it against her palm, maybe she punchs it on the tip and cause it to crack in the middle. Maybe she's got a friend who sneaks up behind me and cuts off my balls.

I think big genitals are the best for cutting off. The more that is being lost, the more important the act of cutting becomes.

My penis is pretty big, but not as big as I would like. Maybe I could kidnap and tie up the boyfriend of a girl that I like because I see that his penis is bigger than mine. I'd overpower him and tie him up and then cut off his penis so that he'd be useless to her. Once he's ruined, I'd let him go, but instead of running away, the first thing he does when he's free is turn around and stab me in the penis with my own knife.

In other words, my fantasies are the sort of things that I want to stay fantasies. It can really never be fullfilled, because it is always involuntary. If I tried to make it happen, then it could never be my fantasy. And if my fantasy did happen, then I wouldn't be happy about it. It's a real no-win situation. But at least I can write about it.

Everything that I write is some sort of variation on the theme of involuntary emasculation by someone who really wants it to happen. Except for Piranha, which I just wrote because it's fun. Who wouldn't want his penis eaten by fish with big teeth?

[A-1 (imported)]

Sounds more like violence punishes sex than "sex and violence".

Usually there is GUILT of some type with this sort of association... perhaps you should explore why this association is so powerful with you...

[ChemistryKid (imported)]

That's an interesting thought, but I don't think I associate sex with guilt. If I did then I would probably associate all sex with penectomy or castration, and I wouldn't have to fantasize about rape to make it satisfying.

It is more like I associate rape with punishment, and that surely is evident in the stories that I've written. But I think that's a normal association. Isn't it?

[ChemistryKid (imported)]

I forgot to mention:

I often enjoy reading stories from the archive, but there are so many to choose from. Now that I've described my fantasies in this thread, I would greatly appreciate any suggestions about stories that would especially interest me.

[n3rf (imported)]

I suggest that You read "chastity belt stories" for a while since they provided me a lot of "exitements" before I found EA. Then being turned on by being "locked up" in a Chastity Belt will give You imense "exitements" without the "fantasies" You seemed to slide into. Then report to all EA how You felt being "locked up" down below with no key available and not sure when You will be let out. N3RF

[FianceeUvBigGuy (imported)]

What's all this fuss about Sax and Violins? Don't you like music?

Oh....SEX and VIOLENCE?

Never mind.

Yolanda The Fine Arts Editor

[Kangan (imported)]

I'm not into rape fantasy, but I do get off on situations where there is accidental or forced nudity, such as having to strip for a medical exam, or an accidental wardrobe malfunction. For example, I would enjoy being forced to strip naked in front of strangers (as was done on one episode of Fear Factor), or having my bathing suit come off in public (this also happened on Fear Factor). I do not want to create the situation - it must be spontaneous. In other words , I am not an exhibitionist or a flasher.

[Slammr (imported)]

I'm not into rape fantasy, but I do get off on situations where there is accidental or forced nudity, such as having to strip for a medical exam, or an accidental wardrobe malfunction. For example, I would enjoy being forced to strip naked in front of strangers (as was done on one episode of Fear Factor), or having my bathing suit come off in public (this also happened on Fear Factor). I do not want to create the situation - it must be spontaneous. In other words , I am not an exhibitionist or a flasher.

Once at a pool party I was climbing up the ladder out of the pool when a girl I'd been flirting with in the pool grabbed my swim suit, pulling it down to my knees. It wasn't an accident. She did it deliberately. Everyone got a good look; but being an exhibitionist at heart, it didn't bother me. Hell, in college, I would go into the coed sauna naked, even if I were the only one naked in it. Of course, I wasn't the only guy that did. I probably wouldn't have had the nerve to do it, had I not seen others do it first. I was never into flashing.

[Slammr (imported)]

Sex and violence are a big part of our culture. What sells like sex and violence? Look at the movies we go to see. It's hard to find any not about sex, violence, or about both sex and violence.

[ChemistryKid (imported)]

I'm not into rape fantasy, but I do get off on situations where there is accidental or forced nudity, such as having to strip for a medical exam, or an accidental wardrobe malfunction. For example, I would enjoy being forced to strip naked in front of strangers (as was done on one episode of Fear Factor), or having my bathing suit come off in public (this also happened on Fear Factor).

That's a good one! I fantasize about that too. I included a little bit of that in Fence.

Also, that's a lot easier to make happen then you would think! I've actually done it. Ever had a sister? When I was young and really really excited about my penis, I started taking showers without locking the door, just creating the possibility that my sister might come in on me while I was naked.

Of course, she never actually did it while I was taking a shower because she could hear the water running and it was obvious that the bathroom was occupied, but once, after the shower had stopped and I was drying off, she opened the door (probably thinking that no one was in there). I looked at her, she looked at me, then I saw her eyes move down to my penis and I lost my nerve and frantically covered myself.

I didn't flash her; I just created a situation where the possibility existed of her catching me naked. How'd that do for fulfilling your fantasies? I bet it would work with any room mate.

I think she was suitably impressed with my rather large penis, because I had her trying to get other looks after that. If only I could have shown her my erection and given her something really amazing to see.

I've been trying to write a story for the archive based around that, but I still need an appropriate emasculation idea. Sister catches brother in the shower, is amazed by how much he's grown, then...