kristoff wrote: Thu Dec 07, 2006 5:43 pm The above is some of my recent maunderings and musings. Comments?
I'm in a slightly different circumstance. While I was voluntarily castrated - by a vet friend in an S & M scene, my main motivation was testicular pain and discomfort. It and they very much got in the way of sex. It's hard to describe how relieved I feel to be without those organs and to have nothing more than a vestige of a sac that totally disappears into the base of the cock, giving me a totally smooth crotch, when I'm hard. There's a bit of eroticism to it all. I'm a gay male. Other guys are often totally turned on by the smooth crotch. I once went into a leather bar in San Francisco and stripped and was subsequently amazed at how fast news spread that I'd been castrated and how deep the line got to feel the smooth crotch. As many know, my desire wasn't to lose sexual function, but simply to be without testicles. I've thus had no difficulty rationalizing the ingestion of testosterone and function totally as a male, but without gonads. Those that are neutral on the subject of my being ballless are almost always accepting. I've only once been rejected by a guy for being ballless, and that by a stranger that felt me up in a gay bar. He seemed attracted to me, but almost fled when he opened my fly and found I was ballless. No one else has ever rejected me for that reason. My BF almost worships my vacant crotch. He luvs fondling the 2 rings I've had put in place of the scrotal appendage. Once in a while I think of my difference, but I putthat aside by recalling the pain and discomfort. I'm definitely better off w/o balls.
