renewed newby

[incubus (imported)]

Hello everyone,

Actually, I am not that new a newby! I was deactiveted, and the reactivated on this site, so apparently all my previous posts were lost. So here is a quick intro once again - if you had asked me a few months ago if I would ever consider having my testicles removed, I would have told you that you were out of your mind! But as a result of a lot of back & forth between a friend, a mistress, and the mistress's friend, I wound up being forcibly castrated. But I guess that what someone would see as the strangest of all this experience is that I am presently going with the person who had the castration done! And to date we have made quite a couple!

I would like to particularly hear from women who view this site who either desire to castrate someone, or have already done so. I am trying to work through a lot! Perhaps the female viewpoint will assist me in understanding why I allowed this to happen, and why I accept it so easily now.

I blogged some of the e-mails I had sent a friend (now ex-friend!) describing my experience. If anyone is interested in reading them I will send you the link.

Thanks - good to be back on the forum.

incubus