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[trinket (imported)]

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[sag111 (imported)]

Very interesting thought here as I know what you are talking about and I to have a desire to serve. I realey started to understand how i felt severial years back when i first started depo provera and was able to finaly find out how a life without testosterone would be for me.So i cultaveted thoes thoughts and found the Lady who showed me what i was looking for and i no longer have a fight between submisseve and being that Domiaint male that I realey never was.But as I have discovered who I am and what I like I have found that service is what I live for its not about sex for me just treating my Lady and wife with the respect I never could befor.I have always thought it was best to treat others as I wanted to be treated but my thoughts and actions never said that as they do now so yes I have found the world of submission to be a blessing to me.Good luck and God speed as you discover who you realey are.

[trinket (imported)]

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[Peniisus (imported)]

I feel you are so right that imagination and fantasy should play a role in bringing out ones deeper inside.

[I Worship Women (imported)]

I've always felt submissive toward women. I don't know why I feel this way. Everything about my childhood and growing up was normal, average, typical.

When I was in high school I found that I felt submissive toward girls, and that's also when I realized I have castration fantasies. I knew that male submission, female domination, and femdom castration fantasies are not what most people would think is normal. So I felt I had no one I could talk with or share it with so I just kept it to myself. I also felt like I somehow wasn't normal, whatever normal is.

Then on some Yahoo sites and here on EA I found there are other people who have feelings of male submission, female domination, and femdom castration fantasies. It's not easy to feel like you are the only person in the world who has these feelings and that it's not normal. So just knowing there are others who have the same kinds of feelings helps a lot.

I hope to someday find a woman I can share these feelings with, someone who will understand. It helps a lot for a man with these kinds of feelings to have a wife or girlfriend who understands and is ok with it.

[trinket (imported)]

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[I Worship Women (imported)]

Yes trinket, it is very definately worthy of discussing. I'm sure there are many others here who can identify with your feelings and even with some of your experiences. Just shareing that can be helpful.

I don't really identify with your experiences, but you seem to be struggling with you feelings and I do identify with that. I struggle with my feelings, some with the fantasies themselves.

Mostly I struggle with the feelings I have about myself because I have femdom castration fantasies. My feeling about it is that femdom castration fantasies are not normal, and so because I have femdom castration fantasies I view myself as being not normal, that there's something wrong with me, that it's not normal to have castration fantasies so because I have femdom castration fantasies I'm somehow not normal. Those kinds of feelings.

I just started a thread here called "I'm just trying to understand what might have caused my femdom castration fantasies."

I went into a lot of detail in that thread, I don't usually open up and share that much or that kind of information about myself with others, but I'm really seeking insights and views about this in my effort to understand.

Before I first came to Eunich Archive I thought I was the only person in the world who had fantasies and feelings like this at all, and thinking you're the only one makes it much more difficult. When I came here I found there are lots of people who have castration fantasies, and

just knowing there are others who have

castration fantasies helped a lot.

I have tried to get women members to share their insights as well, especially dominant women who are into female domination and female supremacy/superiority, and women who have fantasies about castrating a man. I feel the insights of these ladies would help give us a more well rounded, a more complete insight, understanding, and view of all this.

So yes trinket, It is very much worthy to discuss this. Not only might you find answers yourself, but bringing this up and discussing it might help others who are struggling with feeling about submissive feelings and castration fantasies too.

[trinket (imported)]

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[A-1 (imported)]

O.K.,

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...boy, you are new around here, aren't you?

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