Hey, Im new here

[An1m051ty (imported)]

Lets see, I'm a 21/straight male from WI, where I've lived my whole life. I got interested in castration in a probably common way....I was too young when I started to see pornography, and the porn kept getting dirtier and dirtier, fetishes and such, which got me into ballbusting. I'm still into heavy ballbusting, and, the ultimate experience in ballbusting is, well, having your balls completely flattened, or castrated in other words. That got me into looking at this site, I have been for a while now, and although i find Eunuchism(if thats a word), gelding, nullification, and cutting the nuts off intriquing and moderately arousing, I still much would rather hear more about the BB end of it - or to have them crushed completely as the form of castration. Penecectomies are slightly arousing too, but only after this other part has been done.

Im currently in college for Programming, and I'm seeing a wonderful girl. We're very close and she wants to get married some day (she plans ahead alot ). Shes totally cool with the ballbusting and likes to do it, but shes said that she would still want to have fun with me far down the road so I think I'll be keepin my penis. She loves it too much. However, shes admitted to me that when/if we get married and after we have kids (or, the moment we find out that one of us is sterile if this cant happen) or decide not to have kids, that she wants to totally castrate me. She talks about it sometimes, says she cant wait to pop them between her fingers, feel them crush. It gets me totally turned on when she talks about it too, and I can't wait for that day to come.

I found a few stories on this site where the balls were popped or removed of physically, not cut off. Can anyone list or reccomend some more stories on this site that have the finale end this way (its so hard to tell, too many to read).

[Robby (imported)]

Dude, you better seek out the help. Your head is all messed up! You are the one that is dangerous. Your fantasy could become reality and you wouldn't know it until it was too late. Your girl friend should seek help too. Both of you should seek help at the same time and explain your fantasy so proper help is provided.

Castration is not a "fun and games" issue. It is real, has consequences and there is no going back once completed.

Help yourself and get help!!!

[An1m051ty (imported)]

I guess I dont understand your concern, its a very widespread fetish. I don't really need "help" more than any of you. I understand that ultimately, castration is a very life-changing event and that it is not fun and games. It just so happens, however, that if it ever were to be done, this is the way I would want it. It will be far, FAR into the future before such a thing is considered as more than just a fantasy (not only to be sure of really doing it, but also because you never know what will happen in the future we might not be together far down the road).

And, considering this is a message board for a story site where many guys get mutiliated forcibly in some stories, where the majority of the readers are people with fetishes about having their parts removed, I'm interested as to why you would find this so shocking and bad?

[Robby (imported)]

I guess I dont understand your concern, its a very widespread fetish. I don't really need "help" more than any of you. I understand that ultimately, castration is a very life-changing event and that it is not fun and games. It just so happens, however, that if it ever were to be done, this is the way I would want it. It will be far, FAR into the future before such a thing is considered as more than just a fantasy (not only to be sure of really doing it, but also because you never know what will happen in the future we might not be together far down the road).

And, considering this is a message board for a story site where many guys get mutiliated forcibly in some stories, where the majority of the readers are people with fetishes about having their parts removed, I'm interested as to why you would find this so shocking and bad?

You seem quite adult enough to handle your own desires... sorry for commenting on your fantasy... best of luck and I hope it comes true.