How come guys are size queens? A big penis is really nice to have, If your lucky. Im not virilised so thats not an option. And I hate it. But thats what is on most guys brains.( thinking with their nuts.)
Then some one will say: If I wanted a woman, I'd go get one. Duh? I'm only part woman, I still exist as a male. I consider my self butch or as much male as I can be. And try very hard not to draw attention to myself. ( maybe cause I hate it when an a==hole on the street, walks by and calls me a fag.) I hate that word. I may be gay but I ain't no damn fag.
Then, Like today, I'll get my little friend! can't anything go right? And the guy thats here gets grossed out by it. Like I can do anything about it. I even told him up front ( like I do with everyone ) just in case this very thing should happen! Uggggg!!!!!
I'll never really be male and I'll never really be female. This eunuch thing is just not working today.
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