I was thinking, and I realized something. Just the other day Jesus was telling me about how some people decide they are comfortable as eunuchs and find no need to pursue any more extensive type of transition.
I realized that I am happy as a eunuch. Happy enough? Probably not. I will continue my transition, but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy life as a eunuch. It really does feel good to be rid of those things and what they produce, even if I'm not all the way where I would like to be. I've made much progress, and I think I need to take some time to sit back and enjoy where I am now. Not many my age would be lucky enough to be where I am now, and as for those who aren't interested, well....they don't know what they're missing
I am glad that you are feeling good and happy with what you did.
I guess you are very lucky to be where you are.
I would like to know what it is like for you since I am going to be getting done soon I want to make sure that I am prepared and know how many days I should have off of work.
Whether it be in TS desires or otherwise, you MUST be happy in yourself and your life.
Of course, this might not work all at once for everyone. As we discussed, one cannot undo male puberty and remodel the male body overnight into the divine image of femininity. The transition is not something to be done in X-hours. In the meantime, there is the eunuch status. It's a fact.
For those who do not wish to go the TS route, perhaps as in those of us who cannot tolerate HRT, I can tell you that you CAN - by all means - be happy in your eunuch status. Whether it be in physical castration, hypogonadism, etc., you can adapt and go on.
Think about it - if your body is not making its own hormones for whatever reason, you have the choice of HRT in either male or female form. You have the eunuch route. You have choice. You actually have control.
Granted, we're all not all shiny happy people all at once. But life is short. It's too short to be miserable. If you're down, then post - talk - do SOMETHING. We're here for you.
Get it out of your system.
And for those who can't deal with YOU as you are - no matter which route you pursue, piss on 'em. What they think you should be doesn't matter to YOU, does it?
Well, now that I've got that out of MY system, I'm happier.
Paolo wrote: Sun Aug 14, 2005 7:45 pm
Plix has the right attitude.
Whether it be in TS desires or otherwise, you MUST be happy in yourself and your life.
Of course, this might not work all at once for everyone. As we discussed, one cannot undo male puberty and remodel the male body overnight into the divine image of femininity. The transition is not something to be done in X-hours. In the meantime, there is the eunuch status. It's a fact.
For those who do not wish to go the TS route, perhaps as in those of us who cannot tolerate HRT, I can tell you that you CAN - by all means - be happy in your eunuch status. Whether it be in physical castration, hypogonadism, etc., you can adapt and go on.
Think about it - if your body is not making its own hormones for whatever reason, you have the choice of HRT in either male or female form. You have the eunuch route. You have choice. You actually have control.
Granted, we're all not all shiny happy people all at once. But life is short. It's too short to be miserable. If you're down, then post - talk - do SOMETHING. We're here for you.
Get it out of your system.
And for those who can't deal with YOU as you are - no matter which route you pursue, piss on 'em. What they think you should be doesn't matter to YOU, does it?
Well, now that I've got that out of MY system, I'm happier.
Some here know me better then others, That is normal. For those who do not, Know Me I will start with a short bit about me.
9 years ago(1997) I was accidently permanently Chemically Castrated. There was nothing I could do about it and I did try. That is why I joined here.
I went through Bad menopause like shit that lasted for years. Since I did not want to be a eunuch, that made everything worse. Many of the good people here helped me to get through that hell, and start to get into what I am, rather what I wanted to be.
<Cut to 2005> I am living what I feel is a Good life, I have a nice; home, Many Lady friends ranging from 20 years younger to 5 older then me. Most are lovers (Me to please them, without payback)
Except for me not getting laid, I do everything else I want to. even there, many of the women like to play with a cock and or balls while I bring them off, so it is not like I get no sexual attention, I even use a gadget to get a hardon and fuck them if they want that. I just do not cum with them.
Truth to tell I get many times more sex, with many more women, then I ever did before I was castrated. It is not the best I can imagine, but it is the best of ALL Possible Real worlds that I could be in. I have much fun of many types besides sex.
I have always loved Sooting, Hunting, Fishing, camping, Etc.. I always have loved them, an have done them all over the world. Now in my 60s, I have some medical problems, and so do not get to travel more then a few hundred miles for the most part.
But I still do what I can, and enjoy it! If I got three wish, I would ask for a 40 year younger Body. A working set of cock & balls, That is all. I like what I have turned into, and so do many women. Life is Good!
You dont know how wonderful those words sound to me. To hear you say that you are even partly happy at this stage, really makes me happy, and yes, as usual "tears of joy" are falling....lol. Im so glad you had a good time up there with your new "family", but none of us had any doubts you wouldn't I just long for the day to meet them as well. Im glad your gonna pretty much take it "one day at a time". And you will be there one day. So, live your life as your are now, and try to make the best of it as time goes on.
Paolo wrote: Sun Aug 14, 2005 7:45 pm
Plix has the right attitude.
Whether it be in TS desires or otherwise, you MUST be happy in yourself and your life.
In a few days it will be 3 years sense my trip to see Dr Kimmel and the road has not been as smooth as I would have liked. However I have not regretted for one minute being castrated, I just did not realize the depression that has gone with it.
I have grown as a person and like Paolo said you must be happy with yourself. I think I have finally reached that point in life where I am happy with who I am, what I am and most of all glad I took this path.
I am truly content with life being the third sex (eunuch) and happy with the mental state that I now have.
I think a lot of what has helped is to be able to see how far I've already come. I mean, I'm not quite all the way there, but look at what I have already done. I already get to be a eunuch, something not many my age would be able to enjoy.
I'm also already taking hormones, something not many my age would be able to do. Chances are that at my age they're going to have a much more powerful effect, and that's something to be glad about.
I was also able to get my ears pierced, and while that may not be so uncommon, it's a nice bonus.
( I am looking for some help and info)