Surprised by A Girl Crush

[Jill13ny (imported)]

I am a born Girl. I have loved other Girls/Women since age 7. Along the way after being in love with a few other girls and one young woman, my dad and brother, + others raped me.

Then later on he invited his friends & drinking buddies to screw me while he took photos. I developed a strong Hatred for the look and smells of mens cocks, and those dam balls. As I grew older, I came to know I was a lesbian.

All of my Sex Dreams were about Girls, and Women. I did have a few nightmares about men, but Not sexual. They were just Mobsters that wanted to Kill me in those dreams, Not have sex.

I love the looks of a woman. The way we think. Their scent when aroused.

As a young girl, I liked to play doctor with the other girls, but Not with Boys. O by separating my Labia, I can pee standing up as well as any man. I like a woman that is soft cuddly, and traditionally feminine looking.

Then I met Sal. He was a friend of a friend/part time lover. After getting to know him a bit, I noticed that he never came on to me.

Even when we were alone in a tent for two days. That cause my friend took the car 35 miles to town, and broke down. Then got Drunk. (She was a “reformed”drunk.)

A week or so later I unexpectedly met him at a Bar that we both went to separately. I noticed that I did not get the twitchy need to get away from him as I normally do with men. We were polite with each other, and sat at a table while we had a few drinks.

I after a while mentioned that I was a Lesbian, he laughed, and told me that my friend had told him I was a Fem Dyke. That made no difference to him at all. So I asked if he were Gay, and he laughed again saying “No, I’m a eunuch”.

He want on to explain how he had been poisoned accidently by a woman Med student and a woman doctor. That everything was still there, but did not work, nor look normal. His right ball was the size of a lemon, and his left was the size of a robin’s egg, while his cock was an inch long, having shrunk with out any erections.

After that, we used each other for safe dates. He did not want some half drunk woman making a scene cause he did not come on to her. I did not want some half drunk cowboy trying to get into my pants, and then when he saw I would not spread my legs, try to rape me, thinking it was his right.

After a few such good dates, we realized we liked each other. We both felt safe and comfortable with each other. Then I had too many drinks, and he would not let me drive home.

I had passed out and he called a cab to take is to his home. He got me inside, stripped me, sat me on the toilet, and ran some warm water over my hand to make me pee. He washed my pussy off with warm water and a face cloth, patted me dry, and picked me up and put me in his emperor sized bed.

He got into bed as soon asa he undressed. He turned off the lights, and went to sleep. He got up bright and early, and after showering, made a great owlet which when he woke me, I ate like I was starving.

I just finished mine, and was on my second mug of great coffee, when I remembered how much I drank. Then I remembered that he gave me some capsules to swallow after the fifth drink. I asked him what the hell was in them caus I did not have even a small Hangover.

He told me it was one of those complete all vitamin, mineral capsules. A doctor in the service told him to try them when he drank too much, or had not eaten right, had a few drinks, and had been up fo 30+ hours. It did not make him able to stay up all the time, but when he did, and then got some sleep he felt MUCH better.

That is when it hit me that I was naked, in bed with him, and all he had on was a pair of Very brief red shorts. He must have seen the look on my face, then put 2 & 2 together. He reminded me of what he told me last night and dropped the shorts so I could see his set, Just as he had described it.

I told him to pull up the shorts , I did not like the view. He smiled, pulled them up, adjusted himself, and sat back down on the bed. That is when I told him that I trusted him.

He nodded, and said that may be true, but I was smart enough to be cautious. Then I realized he knew I was fingering myself under the blanket, and was going to smell it. So I did it in front of him, and we both broke up laughing.

Later on we became lovers, sort of. He would do everything I could want, to bring me off, without trying to get inside of me. He could keep me going for hours, till I had too much. Then he would give me a Great Massage, and I would fall asleep, like a man.

Now I hope those of you who have been sending me e-mails, Private messages, and such, realize I am Not turned by any sexy man. But my Eunuch does me Just right, And NO I will Not help you get cut!

Jill13ny

[caviman001 (imported)]

first of all sorry to hear you have been pesterd by mail and pms, your life is yours and no one should bother you.

i enjoyed reading the story of your life. i hope you live long and healthy.