becoming a eunuch

[philip1 (imported)]

just like my castration surgery my penectomy surgery will be a private affair no audience no video no pictures just a surgeon his staff and me.

[philip1 (imported)]

Mood swings suck

been having some mood swings and they are puting a strain on my relationship with Bubba.

the good news is we know what's happening now so we won't take things personally. I love Bubba with all my heart and I hate to see us parted so I will be doing everything I can to keep us together and I know Bubba will too.

I am still glad I became the person I was ment to be I have NO regrets.

[smallnub (imported)]

Good luck!

[Patient (imported)]

. . .

they are puting a strain on my relationship with Bubba.

Some of the most helpful advice I've ever been given---

One of the secrets of success is really this simple: just leave about a half-dozen things a day unsaid.

[philip1 (imported)]

I use a piece of advice my folks gave me about relationships talk things out before you go to sleep. Never go to bed mad. it seems to have worked they have been married for 35 years. Bubba and I are doing fine we both know that I will be having mood swings and I will be trying to stay somewhere near the top of the swells.

Life as a Eunuch is proving to be better than Life as a male.

Still no regrets about becoming the person who was trapped inside for 31 years

[may172001 (imported)]

iT IS HARD!

MY LADY HAS GIVEN ME SUCH A HARD TIME WITH A CHILD AND ALL!

SHOULD HAVE MADE WISER DECISIONS!

HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU!

GLAD TO HEAR YOUR DOING WELL!

I use a piece of advice my folks gave me about relationships talk things out before you go to sleep. Never go to bed mad. it seems to have worked they have been married for 35 years. Bubba and I are doing fine we both know that I will be having mood swings and I will be trying to stay somewhere near the top of the swells.

Life as a Eunuch is proving to be better than Life as a male.

Still no regrets about becoming the person who was trapped inside for 31 years

[philip1 (imported)]

my primary source of stress is gone (the sale of my house in WA) I think I will be more stable without that weighing on my mind all the time. I will still have stress in my life, that is inevitable, but I think I will be better equipped to handle it.

[philip1 (imported)]

zen meditation is so frustrating. OH I ment flying model planes. I don't have my good planes out here yet so I have had to make due with walmart planes..... yah they ly but there is little controll and that is frustrating. oh well my good planes are just a few weeks away

[philip1 (imported)]

OK I think it is time to climb back on my soapbox once again and say this there are many ways to get castrated MOST of them are ILLEGAL or may KILL you keep that in mind next tim you are playing with your bander or burdizzo those are TOYS that should be kept as just that. and cutters well just talking to one about an illegal medical procedure is a felony keep THAT in mind.

I'm not saying that cutters are bad people just the act of conspiring to commit an illegal act is a felony thats all.

I recomend using a liscenced surgeon of your choice, there are many that are sympathetic to our needs all over the world.

[philip1 (imported)]

well what do you know its been 363 days since I made that fatefull journey to Seattle. I am amazed how my life has changed in the last year. I have almost totally lost my explosive temper, I "feel" things instead of causing a reaction, I found love and a soulmate (Bubba), I learned that who I am is a pretty great person, I learned to care for others more than I have in the past, I left everything I own and everyone I know behind and moved across the country, I proved to myself that I really do know what I'm doing when it comes to my job, and Finally I proved to my parents I am an adult and I can deal with things on my own.

I AM ME

nothing more

nothing less

and I like ME