becoming a eunuch

[philip1 (imported)]

five months have passed since my journey started. its been a rough ride but its been worth it. three weeks ago i told my younger brother about the real me. he seems to have taken it well as he hasn't freaked out on me or anything.

Just recently i finally came to the point that i am truly happy that i am ME.

i like the fact that i don't have to hide who I truly am anymore

the truth is I am a eunuch and i'm happy that I am it feels really good to be the true and real me

[Iwtbaw (imported)]

I am to be castrated this Labor day weekend. I plan on writing a blog of sorts highliting my experiences becoming Asexual

and the effects it has on my body and mind.

I have been looking forward to

this since I was very young

Please comment and yel

l if I start to sound depressed or worse

Phil

I'm so happy for you hun, Finaly after all these years you can be at peace inside. I do hope the transition goes well for you and please if you do get depressed at all, Know that you have friends here that love you and will cheer you up.

Love, Deirdre

[philip1 (imported)]

SIX MONTHS

I can hardly beleive it half a year as the real ME.

In the last six months i have become a eunuch, dealt with extreme depression, made friends, found a brother (Bubba), found out how to be happy being me, and found lots to look forward to

right now I am trying to save enough money for my next step. how big that step will be is dependant on how much money I can save. at this point it looks as though i may be able to have my remaining testis and scrotum removed, I was hoping for more but that will have to wait at this point.

Again I thank all those who have been there for me. Especially Bubba who has litterally been my guardian angel keeping me sane and much more .

[sag111 (imported)]

Well my friend i want to thank you as you have traveled on your junery you have showed courage and now patiance to me and others here and God knows we all need that.I just hope that one day the main stream public will come to understand we are not sick or devient we just need to make changes in our lives that they dont understand.

Thanks again Phill

[bub (imported)]

Phil - I'm glad I could help out. Thanks for being my friend/brother/fellow Eunuch. Congratulations on 6 months. Sure know I couldn't have made it this far without your help

Bub

[philip1 (imported)]

Here we go again

On April 8th i will be undergoing

a surgical procedure performed by Dr. Murray Kimmel. I have some how managed to come up with enough money to have the remaining

Testis and Scrotum removed I was hoping i could get more but these are the breaks. a

fter this surgery I will be waiting a year before i decide on whether or not to go ahead with the final step but this alone

is a huge releif for me.

[philip1 (imported)]

I am having a debate with my self about this thread, on one hand I think it should end with my trip to philly, but on the other hand how often is the transition from genetic male to eunuch documented. The latter argument has won, the thread will continue till such time as it is no longer a usefull tool for educating some and scaring others. To this end I will be continuing to post approximate monthly up dates as i feel necessarry.

[Paolo]

Thank you, Philip.

Think of it this way - if your posts affect one life for the better, then you've accomplished something.

[philip1 (imported)]

There are times in your life when you think really hard about the choices you have made weighing the good ones and the ones you regret making this is one of those times for me. Of all the decisions I have made the decision to finally become who I am inside has been one of the most satisfying and rewarding. The people I have met here have been like a second family to me and I have found a kindred spirit in my best friend Bubba who I met through this site and the archive chatroom.

Previously i posted that i am going to have further surgery, this may be possibly the final surgery but time will tell. I am to date very enthused to be having this procedure done. This procedure will be one enormous step toward who I am inside.

Again I must say Castration is not for everyone. If you think it would be a cool scene then Castration is NOT for you. If you wnat it for the sexual thrill then castration is NOT for you. there is in my opinion only a few reasons to be castrated those are:medical reasons, reduction of an out of controll libido (I am hesitant on this one) and to be your true self (this is my reason and it is deeply seated).

[sag111 (imported)]

Phill your thoughts on this are so much like my own and as with me after making that decission i have never looked back and i have never regretted a day of this .But as with me it has never been about some hot scene or some fantisy it is somthing i had to do for me so i could feel normal so i could fit into the life that i felt was ment for me not the life that was controled by hormones that controled my every waking thought.I still have fantisys and love people that hasent changed but for the first time i can controal my thoughts and this for me has been the real blessing for me.