I'm 28, living in the Midwest usa. almost 4 years ago, January 4th 2021, I became a eunuch. I went the transgender route, since at the time I was living in a very conservative area and it was the most convenient way to get what I wanted. and admittedly, I did and still do struggle with where exactly I sit with my gender identity. but one thing had always been a constant - I HATED my balls. and I DESPISED the size of my cock. it's not that it was uncomfortable, physically at least. men and women who I had sex with enjoyed when I'd top and so did I. sort of. I'm more of a bottom but I had 8" and girth so I was happy to use it if a partner wanted it. but ever since I was young, I hated how big everything was. I hated the bulk of my cock, I hated the added and seemingly unnecessary weight of my balls. so at 18 I started hrt, estrogen and Spironolactone. a fairly low dose, just enough to be effeminate. I wasn't sure if I wanted to be a woman or if I was just a feminine guy. as it sits today, I'm somewhere in between those things and I'm happy with that. regardless of my identity though, I still just wanted my balls gone. I hated how impulsive they made me, how nymphomanic they made me, how I couldn't wear thongs or tight pants without it looking like I had an elephant statue crammed down my pants. so when the opportunity finally arose with my insurance, I took the plunge. I managed to see a urologist, get my necessary letters, and was on the operating table in 3 months.
the aftermath was a lot. I had a rough recovery with nmsome annoying complications, and because my immune system was weak from how much I was drinking at the time (or at least I assume that's the reason) I ended up with a ringworm infection on my chest. it was such a pain trying to manage to keep that from shedding onto my surgical wound as they both healed and I was pretty miserable. but I was living with my sister at the time and my she took good care of me and I had friends online to play games with and keep me distracted. though I will say, my sister deserves a medal. no one should have to deal with her siblings genitals to the degree she did. but she's a nurse so she always said it wasn't a big deal. anyway, I did eventually heal and soon after moved to the Midwest. since then I've noticed a complete change in my body and who I am.
eunuch calm. it's a term I learned recently and it perfectly summarizes my approach to life at this point. I feel no competitiveness, no fire to do things just for the sake of it (like drinking, drugs, wild partying like I used to), I can control my sexual urges, and my body is so soft and effeminate. I love being this. I love how my cock has shrunk too. it was 8" and since the surgery has lost volume and length leaving it between 3.5"~4" when erect. I'm not sure what else to talk about here so I guess I'll cut it off here, feel free to ask any questions or anything, I love chatting about this stuff! nice to meet yall
