What does it feel like

[HumanFly (imported)]

The lack of an erection is probably your body reacting to the trauma; the same happened in the immediate period after my circumcision in 2019, though sadly it didn't last through the healing process.

[Daniel01 (imported)]

Day 4 post surgery. I have major black and blue brusing around the base of my penis about an inch wide and a under all the way to my head. Sac is totally bruised but swelling is down. Two small brusing spots up at the Inguiral rings where the doctor actually made the snips. The left side is still very painful and need to ice Thru out the night. Not planning on wearing a scrodum support (jack strap) any more….I should be out of the bleeding windows. The upwards pressure on my scrodum was ok…it was the pressure on the swelling area above my penis to the inguiral canal had/has lots of swelling and that was was uncomfortable. Emtionally cant even begin to tell this group how I feel. Words cant explain it. Let’s just say the eunuch calm Best fits the description. I wish I had done it sooner

[Daniel01 (imported)]

Day 5. Sleep mostly thru the night. Iced right before bed time. Still some dull pain in some areas , mostly where the actualmsnips were made and if I move wrong it radiates. Swelling is almost totally gone but still lots of brusing….my shaft is now almost totally back and blue. Scrodum is starting to empty leaving loose skin. I did do a Testosterone injection 2 days ago. It seems I currently have no ability to get an erection. I was masterbating every morning up to and including the day of the surgery. Still very emotional high…that it’s done. Again..if any one needs the slightest push to peruse surgerical castration….this feeling I currently have is amazing.

[Daniel01 (imported)]

Day 5. Sleep mostly thru the night. Iced right before bed time. Still some dull pain in some areas , mostly where the actualmsnips were made and if I move wrong it radiates. Swelling is almost totally gone but still lots of brusing….my shaft is now almost totally back and blue. Scrodum is starting to empty leaving loose skin. I did do a Testosterone injection 2 days ago. It seems I currently have no ability to get an erection. I was masterbating every morning up to and including the day of the surgery. Still very emotional high…that it’s done. Again..if any one needs the slightest push to peruse surgerical castration….this feeling I currently have is amazing.

[Missouri_Steer (imported)]

The longer you are castrated the more you'll love being cut and wish you hadn't waited so long to do it.

[HumanFly (imported)]

Day 5. Sleep mostly thru the night. Iced right before bed time. Still some dull pain in some areas , mostly where the actualmsnips were made and if I move wrong it radiates. Swelling is almost totally gone but still lots of brusing….my shaft is now almost totally back and blue. Scrodum is starting to empty leaving loose skin. I did do a Testosterone injection 2 days ago. It seems I currently have no ability to get an erection. I was masterbating every morning up to and including the day of the surgery. Still very emotional high…that it’s done. Again..if any one needs the slightest push to peruse surgerical castration….this feeling I currently have is amazing.

Why bother putting the testosterone in if you want the eunuch calm?

[Daniel01 (imported)]

Your body / bone structure needs either estrogen or testosterone if you don’t want to risk osteoporosis down the road. My testicles weren’t working properly due to them not fully descending at birth. I had started TRT about a year ago to bring my T levels up to about 240ish from 117. I was able to get an erection at the 240ish level….masterbated every day. Needed help with a Tri Mix injection to have penetrative sex. Viagra stopped working about 5 years ago. it’s now day 6 and even though I took a shot of T on day 2. I still can’t get (don’t care to) get an erection let alone even fill. This mental feeling of being free from male urges is sooooo beautiful. I had no clue that my castration would lead to this feeling. I was castrated for health reasons and the eunuch calm is a by product.

[wanasoso2 (imported)]

I like your comment Daniel01. We are about the same age and for me years without penetrative sex make masturbation boring. Although my libido is not as high as many other guys it is still anoying after two or three weeks with no activity. As you mentioned if it is soooooo beautiful I'm a possible future candidate. This observation remains valid if I maintain ma relationship with my beloved wife. Otherwise it could be a different story with another woman. So what to do? For now I wait and see.

[Daniel01 (imported)]

Day 7. Swelling is down in my testicles but still a lot in my pelvic region. Penis shaft was fully bruised, but the base now is lighting. My head has not bruised. Pelvic region where each cord enters the Inguinal ring has bruising and is sore. Still no filling or desire to masterbate which is soooo different, new to me. I do miss the activity but the time loss was Hugh for me. Some how….I still feel lifted and spiritual. My penis is not the center of the universe. .

[Daniel01 (imported)]

I had issues all my life with getting erections. For the last 5 I could not stay hard enough to enter even with viagra. The urologist gave me a prescription for Tri Mix, an injectable into the side of the penis with a very very small needle. It didn’t hurt. Gave me a beautiful erection but soon learned that’s not what I wanted. I make love to my wife by kissing her lots and fingering. We can play much longer than if I ejaculated. She says she doesn’t need a penis and most women don’t…they just want to be loved. Now that I am castrated, so far that emotional love for my wife is still there. I don’t believe if you ever move on for what ever reason, the new women would care if she could have penetrative sex, as long as you had long forplay sessions. I believe your desire to be castrated will increase and increase u til you explode. I would start the process now. I was scared at first also when I had this ulterior motive when I first went to the endocrinologist, but found they were willing to work with me. I am still very very happy and in a great mental place.