Parental Conditioning

[C van D (imported)]

I am an intact male and have never been inclined to be anything else

But it could have been different.

I don't know what books my late mother might have been reading, but she clearly had the idea that little boys were routinely castrated and in time the same operation awaited me.

"You'll have your little ballies taken out" she would say "and then you'll always be a plump little boy with a tiny penis and your voice will never deepen"

Obviously this never happened but what has lasted all my life is a fascination with the routine castration of preteen boys.

Lu

[Valery_V (imported)]

I am an intact male and have never been inclined to be anything else

But it could have been different.

I don't know what books my late mother might have been reading, but she clearly had the idea that little boys were routinely castrated and in time the same operation awaited me.

"You'll have your little ballies taken out" she would say "and then you'll always be a plump little boy with a tiny penis and your voice will never deepen"

Obviously this never happened but what has lasted all my life is a fascination with the routine castration of preteen boys.

Lu

Is this like the start of a new fantasy story?

[jamiepan (imported)]

Is this like the start of a new fantasy story?

Nice to see you, C van D! I (and we) can only hope a story might come from you again sometime...!

I'm certain that the most inconsequential events in childhood can drive decades of fetish interest. I've heard, and experienced it, too much for it to not be a huge factor in certain fetishistic interests.

When I was around 10-11 years old and already quite certain I was bi leaning towards gay, my mom bought me just plain short socks in solid colors, but (it being the 70's) some of the kids around me had the much more cool, in my mind, long white sports socks with stripes at the top (you all know what I'm talking about). Nothing clicked with me until I was at a new, very cute, friends' place, he wanted to play soccer, and made me wear a spare pair of his socks so we'd match, for teams.

Kaboom. Instant fetish for men in sports or soccer socks. Unrelenting interest since that day. Pro league football (soccer) is the only sport I watch, and I don't care about the score.

Conversely; Until I was about 7 or 8, my mom had this spent piece of used jet-trash friend, a real Mimosas-in-the-Morning lady. She was as fake as her tan, incredibly condescending to us kids, wore wraps over a bikini all summer, and sky-high heels... ALWAYS. To this day, I am just grossed out by 'leggy blonds' in bikinis and high heels. Blech!