YodaNell states in one his blogs that he got his doctor to give him some lidocaine for pain. After the injections he put his testicles in vices and cranked it down until his testicles popped. Here's the story:
So, I went to my GP and asked her for some lignocain. She was willing to sell me 5 bottles of the stuff as she was very understanding about the ‘pain’ I had in my nuts. At home, I injected my nuts and chords with the lignocaine 2% and after a while they were blissfully incapable of any sensation. Now I don’t know what you call that tool in English, but one finds it on a carpenter’s work bench. It’s a vice-like contraption with a long lever in the front. You clamp a piece of wood with it when you want to sand, file or chisel it. Anyway, I had one of those things in my garage, took it and squeezed the hell out of those two nuts. I could actually feel them pop. I kept the vice on for 30 mins. (I actually have some photos of this on BME . Hope it’s still there after 3 years.) Boy!!! When the lignocaine whore of I almost jumped through the roof!! With shaking , sweaty hands, I filled the syringe with more numbing juice and injected my nuts again. The pain subsided. What to do. The lignocaine will eventually where off again… Now, this must be from God, because after the Lignocain wore off, I never felt pain again in those nuts. Maybe I damaged the nerves. Two days later my scrotum was really swollen and I was afraid that there might be clotted blood or something, so I went to the ER (State hospital, not private). The Uro came to look at me eventually. I told him I was viciously kicked in my nuts by security guards who was wearing combat boots. (I’m not sure whether he bought that story). I told him that I was in so much pain that I want these things removed right now, faking my screams. He firstly wanted to do scans before he decided but after the scans he agreed to remove the testes. I was jumping with joy! I had a spinal block so I was awake during the operation. He removed my nuts and after perusing them he asked me….”Boy, you really scrambled your eggs, hey!) Victory!
Some time later, I thought I was in hell. My body was burning. I could actually smell the heat radiating from my body. My GP said that I experienced a hot flush. I thought O boy, I’m not going to enjoy this so here came another crossroad. Testosterone or not. I loved the feeling of a total drop in sex drive. It was AMAZING! I was much calmer. I had more compassion…but those darn flushes. So eventually my GP gave my T-shots and the flushes subsided, but, some sex drive returned. I could actually orgasm as a eunuch. Back to square one. After two years (after castration) of struggling with this lust, the prospect of chopping of my penis became really inviting.
You can read more about his adventures and penectomy here:
http://www.eunuch.org/forums/showthread ... highlight=
