ToTheQuick (imported) wrote: Wed May 04, 2022 8:19 am
You're also probably correct about my mother's attitude. Still, I felt it was the right thing to do out of love for her.
The problem is you're holding off for her, planning to go in a few months. She's planning on you never doing it.
And maybe you do it in secret, I did. Not so much secret, I just never told anyone I'm not planning to get naked in front of.
Only my husband and a friend I know, and of course my doctors know that I have been castrated.
Just when I finally came out of the "gay closet", I entered " the Eunuch Closet'.
I have no intention or desire for anyone to know I have been castrated.
Since my castration was due to medical reason, and not due to choice I don't want any sympathy.
Being a Eunuch is still a difficult label for me to accept.
Having gonads for so many years it is still a psychological and emotional issue to not have them any more.
I get emotional comfort by visiting the EA now and then, although I don't visit it very often, but enjoy reading about the trials and tribulations of others.
As it is said: " You are not alone".
And I am not.
Thanks to all who contribute honest worthwhile personal experiences and information.